My Wicked Wolf

Ch26

~Lisa's pov~

I rolled over and fell onto the floor with a loud groan. I looked up and seen that I was down stairs and I guess I was sleeping on the couch. I looked over at the couch and seen Paul asleep. Well now that's not something I was expecting to see when I woke up. I was laying on my back so I laid my head back down and then I seen Sam standing over me looking down at me.

“You're up.” Sam said with a smile.

“Well actually I'm down but yea I'm awake. You need anything Sam?” I asked still a lil groggy.

“Nah I just had walked in when I heard you hit the floor.” Sam laughed.

“You guys hungry?” I asked as I sat up.

“YEA!!!” Seth yelled running down the stairs.

I laughed at the look on his face when I said food. Then Brady and Collin came running into the house while Jared, Embry, Quil, and Jake came in through the back door. Paul was still asleep.

“You know that's the longest I've seen Paul sleep in over a year.” Embry said while laughing.

“That's because his imprint fell asleep in his arms last night.” Quil said laughing as well.

I looked over at Paul with a smile and felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes so I stood up. I walked over to the door, grabbed my car keys and wallet, and walked out the door to my car. Once I got in I broke down, tears were streaming down my face and onto my lap and shirt. The words Paul said last night were still playing in my head over and over.“Lisa, what do I have to do to win your heart back? What do I have to do to call you mine again? I love you Lisa, I always have and I always will. You're my imprint and I'm glad that you are. I have loved you since I first seen you when you were 10 and I was 14. I have been in love with you for 9 years. I know I have screwed up but I miss you. I want to be there for you, I want to be there for the kids. I wanted to marry you and move into a big house. I'm sorry for ignoring you, I should have told you what was going on but I didn't and because of that I lost you.” Yes I love Paul more then anything but I don't know how to tell him. I staid away for a year because I didn't think Paul loved me any more and I couldn't bring myself to see him happy with someone else. I gripped the steering wheel tightly as I kept on crying. As I cried someone tapped on my driver side window. I wiped my eyes so I could see and I looked over. There stood Paul with a smirk on his face that practically said 'stop crying or I'll tickle you'. I unlocked the door and he opened it.

“Give me the keys and get over into the passenger seat.” Paul said with a small smile.

I nodded my head and did as he said. Just hearing his voice made my heart race and I felt my face become warm from the blush that was beginning to form on it. I put my seat belt on and so did Paul. He started up the car and drove off while I looked out the window. Paul placed a hand on my knee and I felt relaxed and calm. I started to cry again and Paul squeezed my knee slightly.

“Lisa what's wrong? Why are you crying?” Paul's voice was filled with worry and concern.

I only shook my head no and cried a little more. What was I going to do? Should I leave Aidan and go for Paul? Or should I stay with Aidan and push all feelings I have for Paul away?

~Paul's pov~

I was driving Lisa's car while she sat in the passenger seat crying. I don't know why she's crying but it hurts me to see her cry. I just kept my hand on her knee letting her know that I'm here for her. I just wanted to pull the car over and pull Lisa into my arms and hold her and kiss her. But I couldn't because she's with that damn leech. I need to figure out a way to win Lisa's heart once and for all. I only have a month and a half to do it in but I have no idea on what to do. My heart was broken and only Lisa could fix it. I sighed out of frustration and kept my eyes on the road while I drive to the place Seth begged me to get food from. I swear that boy is some times a little to...to weird that I feel sorry for Leah. But if he wants chines food then he's going to get it besides since he said it everyone was in the mood for it. I smiled at myself when I remembered when Sam bought it once before when we were younger. I was 16 and Lisa was 12 and we were in her room watching a movie while Sam and Emily were down stairs talking to Sue and Harry. Leah was spending the night over at her cousin's place while Seth was staying over at Jacob's. Well anyways, me and Lisa were eating our food and we had put ours together on one big plate. Well she got a noodle and it was hanging down some so I thought it would be funny and I laid my head in her lap and put the other end of the noodle in my mouth. I sat up and when she got close to me, I kissed her. I was shocked when she kissed me back but we soon pulled away when we heard foot steps coming up the stairs. After that day it was hard to get Lisa alone until when I bought my truck. I picked her up from school that day and when we drove home me and her talked about everything. She asked me to help her with her homework in math, Lisa was never good in math. I agreed to it and when we got to her house we got out and went in. No one was home so we went to the kitchen and sat at the table. I sat close to her so I could see her homework better. She sat back in her chair in frustration and I laughed, then I seen that she had her eyes close and I took that moment and kissed her. I placed a hand on her chair and one on her cheek, she kissed back as she placed a hand on the back of my head. We were making out for a good 5mins until we heard a car door shut. We pulled apart and finished her home work. I guess Sam had seen how flushed our faces were because after that I was never aloud to be alone with Lisa for a while. Then there was the time when she was 16 and I was 20, I went to tell her that I had imprinted on her after I got permission from Sam. But instead of telling her, I kissed her she kissed back but soon pulled away. After that I never got to kiss her again until me and her started dating last year but I blew that. So here I am sitting beside Lisa wanting to tell her I'm sorry and that I wanted her back. At least this time she knows she my imprint and I know that I'm hers. Why does she have to be dating a damn leech? Why did Sam have to Alpha order me to ignore Lisa last year? Why does this have to be so hard to win the love of my life heart?