My Wicked Wolf

Ch11

~Paul's pov~

Brady just had dared me to make out with Lisa. I wanted to but I don't know if she's dating Jared or what so I said no because Brady just kissed her. So Brady asked Lisa to wash her mouth out but Lisa came back with a smart ass comment and said that if she goes up to her room she won't be coming back down. And that if Brady wanted her to go then she will. So Lisa stood up and walked up stairs. I felt bad and with out knowing I put my head in my hands while my elbows rested on my knees. I felt a hand on my shoulder and then I heard Lisa scream no. I looked up and looked around and I didn't see Brady. I got up and run up the steps with Jared right behind me. Once I got to the top of the stairs, I seen Brady had Lisa pinned to the wall. She has her eyes squeezed shut and she was crying. Brady had his mouth on her neck and his hand on her hip while the other was still on the wall. I walked over to them and I yanked Brady off from Lisa and punched him in the gut. I looked over at Lisa who was hugging her legs to her chest and had her head on her knees crying. Jared was sitting beside her rubbing her back. I looked back Brady and picked him up and pushed him down the steps out the front door.

“I'm telling Sam Brady so you have an ass whipping coming from him and when Jared sees you again he will be giving you an ass whipping. But you best watch your back Brady if you think that punch in the gut was all you were getting from me you're wrong.” I yelled at him as he ran home I guess.

I walked back into the house and everyone looked at me.

“Don't let that little fucker back into this house unless Sam's up.” I said as I walked back up stairs to Lisa and Jared.

Lisa was still hunched over crying. I looked over at Jared and he shook his head no. I walked over and sat on the other side of Lisa. Jared stood up and walked down the hall and knocked on Sam's door. I wrapped my arms around Lisa and pulled her close. Man having her in my arms made get little butterfly’s in my stomach.

“Lisa please stop crying. He's gone and I don't think the guys or me or Sam will let him back into this house for a while.” I said softly as I rubbed her back.

“Paul, it brought back memories that I didn't want to remember, I felt like I was 13 all over again.” She cried harder. I clenched my teeth together and I picked her up and place her in my lap and held her close.

I stood up with her in my arms and carried her to her room and sat on her bed with her still on my lap. Jared and Sam walked by but stopped by Lisa's room and nodded their head and shut the door and I heard them walk down stairs. It was now or never.

“Lisa I'm sorry ok. I should have went with you when you asked me to. I should have been there for you instead of hanging with the guys. But Lisa you need to know something. I was walking over to Sam's house and I seen you run by crying and your clothes were ripped. I called your name but you just kept on running. Then Sara and Candace came running by as well and I stopped them and asked them what was going on. They told me and then ran off, it pissed me off so bad that I started shaking. I ran over to the house and found the guy, it wasn't hard to find him since he was talking about it with his friends. I grabbed him and took him out side and kicked his ass and then I started shaking real bad. By the time Sam found me he had to drag me to the forest and I phased. I wasn't here at your house because I was beating the shit out of the guy who...who...who rapped you and I phased because it. I pushed you away because after I came back after I have been gone for a month you were ignoring me. Lisa I'm sorry and if I could go back in time, I would have either went with you or you would have went with me.” I was crying but Lisa's crying had stopped.

“Paul don't blame yourself it wasn't your fault, and thank you for kicking his ass. Now I know why he ran off every time he seen me in school.” Lisa laughed. Her laugh made me stop crying.

I looked down at her and she was smiling. This was how it was suppose to be I should have NEVER pushed her away, I should have told her from the start. I wanted to kiss her but I couldn't my mind was telling me to but my heart was telling that the time wasn't right. Lisa stood up and fixed her clothes and went to the bathroom and wiped her face off. I walked into the bathroom with her and did the same. As she was walking out of the bathroom I grabbed her elbow and pulled her into a hug which she hugged me back. I rocked us side to side, not wanting to let her go just yet. I was Jealous of Jared, he has the girl in my arms, he kisses her when it should be me kissing her, he holds her at night while she sleeps when it should be me doing that. I wanted to tell her that I loved her, I wanted to tell her that she was my imprint but I couldn't. Why? Because she has an imprint. As much as it hurts me to know that, I still want her to be happy no matter who it is. If I didn't keep on pushing her away she would have been with me and not with Jared. Sighed and let her go and walked out of the bathroom and down the stairs and sat back down on the couch. Everyone was still there, Sam must have went back to bed. Lisa came down the steps and sat back down between me and Embry. She laid her head on my shoulder and I wrapped and arm around her. Jared looked over at me with a sad look on his face. I looked down at Lisa and she was asleep. Embry stood up and so did I. I laid Lisa down onto the couch and sat on the floor beside it. Jared sat beside me and looked over at me.

“I know you imprinted on Lisa.” Jared said it as if he was about to cry. “Is that why you got mad when I left with her?”

“Yea only Sam and Embry knew. Now I guess everyone knows besides Lisa. But I promise you, I won't tell her yet while you and her are dating. I just needed her close because you have no clue how bad it hurts to not have her around. I have loved Lisa since I met her 8 years ago. When I phased I was afraid to imprint on anyone bur when I imprinted on Lisa I was happy.” I smiled threw the whole thing.

“Dude I respect that and you can tell her soon but right now just let me be with her and call her mine for a little longer. That's all I'm asking.” Was Jared begging me?

“Sure but don't run off with her again or hurt her again.” my heart was braking but I knew I had to do this.