My Wicked Wolf

Ch27

~Lisa's pov~

I was sitting there in the passenger seat while Paul drove. We soon pulled into a parking lot to a chines place. Paul looked over at me with his hand still on my knee. I felt his thumb rub the side of my jeans where my knee was.

“Do you want to go in and get it or me? I don't mind going in to get the food.” Paul's voice made tears come to my eyes. His voice was so soft and caring. “I'll go and get it, you stay here ok Lisa.”

I cried more when he said my name. Why does this have to be hard? Why can't I be with him like I want? Should I stay with Aidan or should I leave him? I don't know what to do right now. But I do know that I am NOT going to do anything until I get my kids back. My daughter and my son are important to me and I can't think straight without them here. I heard the door behind the driver side open up as Paul put the food on the floor in the back so it wouldn't fall over, then he got into the driver seat and started the car.

“When we get back to my place, do you want to see pictures of our kids?” I asked in a low voice.

Paul looked over at me with his mouth open slightly and then he smiled.

“Yea that would be nice. What did you name then any way? Emily never told me, she only told me that you had a boy and a girl.” Paul said with pure happiness in his voice.

“Our son is named Paul Samuel Lahote and our daughter is named Emma Rosalie Lahote. They look so much like you and little Pauly, even though he may be little, every time little Emma cries he either grabs her hand or he cries right along with her until she calms down.” I felt tears roll down my cheeks.

“You name our son after me and Sam?” Paul asked as if he was about to cry.

“Yea, he needed a strong name and what better then name him after two people who are strong and are willing to put their lives on the line for some one like him. I wanted him to have some one to look up to, a role model, someone who will inspire him for when he gets older. He will phase and so will Emma because it's strong in his blood because you've phased and so have I. But will they live for ever like me and you? I don't know and it scares me to think about that question. It scares me just thinking about what's happening to them right now. Will I ever get to see my kids again? Will they ever get to meet their dad? Will I ever get to send them to school and cry on their first day? Will I get to have stupid little fights with them?” I was crying and Paul was holding my hand rubbing it and squeezing it every now and then.

“Lisa I promise we will get them back. We will not stop looking for them until we have found them and brought them home safe and sound. I will not leave your side UNTIL our kids are home.” Paul voice was shaky and I knew he was crying.

We got to my place and we sat in the car for a little bit and cried. We finally got calmed down and got out. I helped Paul take the food in. It was really quite, I looked over at Paul and he shrugged. We took the food into the kitchen and no one was in there either. We walked back into the living room and the lights all went out.