If you want me [Kai]

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It was his security that attracted me the most, the way his eyes showed how self conscious he was. He knew who he was, he knew how crazy girls were for him. But the best part of him was that he wasn't one of those playboys I hated, he didn't listen to the girls, he didn't play with them. Yes it's true, he was nice and loved by everyone, but that didn't affect his ego. His heart was pure.

I thought I hated him, he was different with me; we were childhood friends yet he started to ignore me one day. I made a fool of myself, trying to talk to him and giving him letter. Everyone thought I was another fangirl, but no. I just wanted my best friend back.

It was summer when I saw him again. I came back from the beach late at night. (I worked there on the summer, since my uncle had a restaurant over there). Of course no one was home, my parents were in a long vacation and I had no siblings. It was so dark but I liked it that way, it didn't make me feel that lonely, because I didn't know what could be or not be behind that darkness.

But there was something in my room, I could hear someone's the breathing.
"Who's there?" I said but I got no reply. When I turned the lights he was there, Jongin. I was surprised to see him there, I never expected to speak again with him and I totally forgot he had one of my house's keys.

"Why are you here Jongin? What do you want?"
He smiled and replied "I want you. I want you back to my life. I miss you" I couldn't believe it. He couldn't walk out of my life without saying anything and appear at the next day. Who did he think he was? He interrupted my thoughts, "I was stupid, I was scared, I fell in love with you and that's why I got away. I know it doesn't make sense, but I was scared of hurting you. I was not right for you"

"And you are now? Do you think leaving and coming back like that will make you the right one?. He knew it wasn't that easy. We sheared many things together and I wanted to forget them all. My first kiss, my first time. I thought it didn't matter to him because we didn't have an actual relationship, we were just curious. But I fell in love with him after it and he just left. Yet here he was again, explaining and trying to come back.

"If you want me Jongin, then you must prove it" I actually didn't know how he would do it but I expected something totally different from what he did after I said those words. He kissed me there, in the middle of the room, with no hesitation. It was not sweet, it was not delicate, it was full of desire and passion and I couldn't resist it.

I tried to break the kiss several times, but my body wasn't responding. We were too close, he was embracing me and I ran my hand though his hair. It reminded me of that time, when we were one. He took my dress off, kissed every inch of my bare skin and left some love bites on my collarbone and neck. I unbuttoned his pants and pull them down while he took his shirt off quickly. We were almost naked when we got into the bed. He was on top of me when he fully undressed me, taking off my underwear.

He looked me in the eyes and said "I love you, I was stupid and I won't let you go again". Then he pushed himself into me slowly, making me feel every in of his member inside of me. I could feel him go in and out, increasing the velocity and the force. I moaned and screamed his name, I wanted more and so did he. He didn't stop, my nails were scratching his back and neck but the pleasure was too much he didn't mind. We arrived at our climax together and he stayed there inside of me for some minutes more.

He sweetly kissed my lips again as stayed by my side all night. We fell asleep together knowing that was the beginning of a never ending love. 

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