***Abhimanyu's P.O.V***
I opened my mouth to tell her to go and change into something comfortable - of course I'm not going to have sex with her when she doesn't even love me! I want her to fall deep in love with me like I love her before we take the next step of the relationship.
But before I could say anything, Naina uttered those words that stunned me - stunned me like the stunning spell from Harry Potter.
Out of all the things that she could have had said to me, this was the least thing I'd expected!
"Please use protection... I don't want to get pregnant so early into the marriage" Naina said, looking into my eyes without a trace of blush on her face.
I - the great Abhimanyu Singhania - the once-upon-a-time-sex-machine, I myself am blushing to the exact shade of maroon of my now uncomfortable sherwani, while my wife...{ Fuck it sounds so damn soothing to hear the word WIFE!!! NAINA IS MY WIFE!!! NO I'm not insane....fine I'll get back to topic! *please imagine me rolling my eyes at your dis-interest in my communication with my conscience!*} talks about having sex with me, without a trace of shyness!
Where did the Naina who'd shiver under my touch go to??
"What did you just say?" was all that I could manage to utter, while my sub-conscience mind was kicking my ass for not going-with-the-flow!
Hey don't point your finger at me! Poor girl was actually not exactly looking forward to marrying me, but now is talking about consummating this marriage, even though I do want to consummate {yes CONSUMMATE and not FUCK or HAVE-SEX-WITH} the marriage with my wife {whom I happen to love deeper by the day!}
But love and life are much more than just sex! I've had enough sex to know that-
a. Sex isn't everything in life
b. love beats all
c. sex is better if it is between two people who love each other! *please insert a wink emoji here*
So, as much as this sex offer from my incredibly hot wife is tempting every cell in my body, I have to do the RIGHT THING!
"I have never used birth-control pills before, and have always asked my sexual partners to use a condom. I'm not a fan of the after-morning pills either! You've used condoms before right? So it shouldn't be a big deal" Naina said calmly, as though she was just talking about the weather outside!
You see that emoji on your keyboard who has a slightly pink-tinged cheeks, his eyes and mouth a perfect O, and his eyeballs almost popping out of his yellow face??
Imagine the same with my face, and my mouth open so wide that my jaws almost touch the ground {okay a little exaggeration here} and my eyes popping outa my head.
It's not like I wanted Naina to be a virgin or that I'm against pre-marital sex {it would definitely be the definition of irony if I'd state that I'm against premarital sex!} but she comes from such an orthodox family wherein I {aka her husband-to-be} wasn't even allowed to talk to her in front of all of her family even on the day of our engagement or roka!
Naina's grandfather would have killed her rather than let her have a boyfriend, forget the intimate physical relationship with the said boyfriend!
"What?! did you expect me to use pills? Maybe next time!" she said sighing heavily and blinking at me nonchalantly.
"I...uh...WHAT?" I screamed, looking at her like she's Jadoo from Koi Mil Gaya!
"What WHAT??" Naina asked me, now her facial expression mirroring mine.
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My loveless marriage
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