Hidden secret

The beginning of the end....

I was at my little flat all alone. Tom,Ethan,Rupert and Dan had gone to play golf. I was still amazed at how everyone had got on so well. It was quite nice to talk to Jade she was so nice with a good sense of humour and her and Tom were so perfect together. I was in a brilliant mood as I had a whole free day to myself,With so many lectures, work and going out with Ethan(the only one that wasn't a chore). I didn't even see Ethan at work anymore as I had since left New look as I wasn't getting on with other employee's. It was putting such a downer on my life- actually it was Rupert who said to me it wasn't worth staying somewhere I didn't like just for Ethan as I could see him at other times as well. I had applied for a job in boots which I had got and to my delight I got discounts on make up and barry m nail varnish. I had made several friends there called Chelsea, Leah and Milo it was so much nicer than new look were everyone was jealous of me having Ethan, after all I couldn't blame them he was a very hot guy. He was rich and his housemates were celebrities.

I had intended to spend the morning watching movies and walk over to The Fort to grab some last minute sundown essentials. I thought I would leave packing till tomorrow, I thought as I snuggled up on the sofa. In two days we will be off to the beach ,I thought smiling. I normally despised camping but as it's was with all my friends I thought I should go. My mum had given me a long lecture about everything, she did this every year. I was 20 now I think I was old enough to understand that if I took risks I might have to pay the price. This caused my mind to divert to my 21st birthday which was in a couple of weeks. All my home group as I now called Millie,Esme,Lauren,Dan,Eddie and Matt had turned 21 in the last year. All I could remember about there parties were short dresses and lots of alcohol. I couldn't remember the rest. Ethan, Tom, Rupert and Jade had all had there 21st's. It was just me left.

I was interrupted my the phone ringing. I got up to answer it."Hello"

"Hello" said a rather gruff mans voice "I am Michael Themes from Birmingham City police, am I speaking to Belle Lloyd?"

Whatever was this about I thought before replying "yes you are"

"Tomorrow at 10 o'clock the trial of you're alleged attacker begins" he stated. I had been thinking about this for a while but it hadn't clicked in my mind yet, "he is proving guilty and we have found CCTV evidence of the attack. You are welcome to attended the trial with friends and family or by yourself"

"Thank you" before he put the phone down. I sat on the sofa. I thought, I didn't know if I should go or not. If I was going to go I was going alone though the thought of anyone else hearing what had happened and seeing his face was enough to make me feel pale and sick. On the other hand I wanted to go just to show he didn't scare me. I thought for a while. I wanted to speak to Ethan and ask his advice.

I reached out for my phone but it went straight to voice mail. I left it half an hour but I needed to speak to him. I got up went to my room straightened my hair put on some jeans a a lace spaghetti strap top, before heading for the car. I felt bad interrupting his golf but it had to be done. I felt so alone. I needed advice and I knew he might be able to help. I got in my car and drove towards the golf range. I asked the receptionist if she had seen the boys, she said she had, she was very polite and recommended I take a golf buggy. I went through into the golf course were I found a row of buggies I had never driven one before thought the girl getting in but as she got going it was surprisingly easy. I set off around the course I got to hole 7 were I saw 2 buggies parked. I could see the two dark blondes, a ginger and a black haired boys coming back towards the buggies laughing and joking I pulled in a little parking bay were they had parked.

Ethan's POV.

"Ethan your playing terribly today" Tom joked. I was I was not having a good day.

"I know" I laughed " I have been awful"