Hidden secret

Your so dirty

Ethan carried me into the doorway at 7 o'clock. We had all agreed to meet at 5 but we lost track of time. It had been a great day and now for a night "with a little set of friends we're about as focused as a broken camera lens" . He carried me into the house and into the little cinema room. They had nearly finished one film already. They all stared at us as we walked in I jumped down increasingly aware of my incredibly short skirt.

"Do we dare ask what you to have been up to" teased Rupert

Me being the mentally blonde girl held up the guitar.

"With the guitar" Tom asked "Ethan not giving you enough"

By this point I was so confused " he sang to me while playing his guitar" as you can imagine this caused the whole lot of them to burst into fits of laughter but I was so confused I turned to the film they were watching, it looked quite sad why were they laughing then it clicked. "No we did not just have sex" I laughed "your so dirty" I said throwing a cushion in there direction. Rupert threw it back and it hit Ethan. A full on pillow war had began.

Esme's POV

While the pillow war was going on I couldn't help but think about the row me and Dan had only last week. Getting off with Mandy was one thing and just disgusting but he had me. It made me feel like I wasn't enough, well I obviously was not. I had given him everything! I had got him his first job, given him my car when his broke but most importantly he had been mine for 2 years. He had my virginity and he got off with someone else.

He knew I was hardly in any kind of mental state and tried to ask for forgiveness. I gladly declined the offer and rid myself of him although deep down he was my world and I loved him. I didn't want him to get off with Mandy and me lose him. I didn't want to break up so I refused to talk to him for the whole of sundown to make him pay. On the Wednesday ,5 days after the argument I made him come round for a talk. I screamed for about an hour and proper slapped him round the face in front of all his mates. I then was so upset I went to my room and cried.

He had them come in about half hour later and hugged me and told me he was sorry and that he didn't realise what he had and I was his world and all he had ever wanted. I could tell he was sorry when he started to cry. He never cried so I knew he meant it. I agreed to take him back and we went out for a meal and rekindled our relationship. As the pillow fight ended I snapped back to the reality just in time to catch Dans kiss.

Belles POV

Me and Ethan didn't really see much of the next film. We spent most of it looking into each other's eyes and muttering quotes to each other. I think it was a horror film as there was a lot of tense music and Millie kept screaming. I wasn't concentrating. I knew I wanted it but was I ready for it. I kissed Ethan and he kissed me back. Was it right was it not right. I was so mentally unsure I know longer knew.

Half of me thought I should take the chance, half of me thought that I should wait. I watched the film which turned out to be UP just Millie was being tickled and I couldn't quite hear the music as me and Ethan had headphones in. It rolled to a close and Jade put on another film. It had to be done. "Ethan"I whispered.

"What's up princess?" He asked "you tired?"

"No Ethan, I am up for it, if you are" I whispered. I hoped he would say yes I was ready know and I knew it.

"Baby girl you were serious! Of course. If you think I am the right guy" he replied. I nodded and he helped me scramble to my feet.

We headed up the stairs to Ethan's room. It was odd doing it in the same house as all the others I had intended to go back to the flat but obviously not. We sat on the bed chatting for a while. We then laid down. Ethan wrapped his arms round me and pulled me into a tight kiss. I snuggled into his bare chest and sat there while he undid the buttons on my shirt he pushed my brown hair back and kissed my shoulder before flicking my top off.

I sat there letting him run his fingers over my body. His fingers were hot on my skin but I liked it. He carefully undid the button at the top of my skirt and was fiddling with the zip when the door suddenly flung open. Literally Tom, Rupert and Eddie were stood there. Ethan flung my top at me before I heard Tom mutter " we will come back later" I heard them all laughing as they shut the door. I was so embarrassed but Ethan continued. He pushed my skirt down and I helped him put it on. Then it happened I felt him land on top of me. He groaned in a cute way. I knew I had done the right thing, my heart was going so fast.

It was the weirdest thing ever. In many respects the nicest. It was over in minuets which upset me but still we had plenty more chances. Hopefully next time without the gatecrashers and maybe on the bed. It had just occurred to me I was on the floor. How did that happen I swear I was on the bed oh well. We sat talking for a little while. When there was a knock at the door. Yep a knock not just the door being opened. Rupert, Tom and Eddie came back in.

"Thanks for the interruption" Ethan yelled!

"Calm it mate. Were you getting into it" joked Rupert

"Please just fucking knock" he screamed

"Alright we get the idea. You little sexual beast" added Eddie

"Why were you on the floor anyway. Bed to mainstream" Tom joked

"I was going to ask you that" I asked turning to Ethan.

"I don't know why were on the floor okay. I just know it was fucking good" he replied

" aww Belle, sounds like your good in bed" poked in Rupert " nice bra by the way reveals quite a lot is it abit small"

" yes probably, wait what!" I asked I looked down and realised I had no top on fucking brilliant I thought

Thankfully Tom chucked me my top which had found it's way into Rupert's hands. Everyone was laughing so it wasn't to bad.

"God I am such a slut" I joked

"You sure are Belle, sitting with 4 guys in a black lace bra" laughed Tom

"She's always been a slut it remember when I first met you when Millie introduced me to you at Safari you were so drunk you literally stripped down to nothing but underwear and danced around a steel support" mentioned Eddie. Everyone was in stiches.

"I did that" I asked "I don't remember"

"I am not surprised. You were stoned girl. Absolutely fucked" laughed Eddie