blue pills // ᴶᴶᴷ.ᴷᵀᴴ

chapter 5 - what're you doing to me

Taehyung's perspective

My eyes opened slowly, adjusting to the light hitting my face.

I felt a weight next to me and looked down. It was Jungkook. His head in my chest, our arms around each other. He breathed softly. In and out. In and out.

My eyes set focused on his small body slowly breathing in my arms. I felt like staying like this forever but we still had school today. Realizing that, I checked my phone.

7:10 a.m. Good we weren't late.

"Kook?" I brought my hand up to his head, running my fingers through his raven hair.

"Kookie." I don't know why I called him that, but I quickly ignored it. I took my hand from his head and cupped it around his cheek, moving his head out from my chest.

His eyes began to open. They slowly looked into mine before his body shot up. He stared at me wide-eyed.

"...Yes?" I looked at him in confusion.

"W-were you here all night?" The boy looked down at me.

"Yeah. You asked me to stay here. Well you didn't really ask, you pulled me onto your bed." I chuckled but it was clear he didn't find it funny. He was still in shock.

"Shit shit shit. I'm sorry. I gotta get ready for school." He rushed off the bed and out of the room. Leaving me there.

"What about me?" I shouted. He rushed back in the room.

"My car isn't here is it? Fuck. Did I get drunk again?" He sat himself on the bed, sounding more calm.

"Yeah you got pretty drunk so I drove you home but you...you asked me to stay here so I did...to make sure you were okay." I explained.

"Sorry." He said in a hushed tone.

"Hey it's okay. I wasn't gonna let you drive home drunk." I scooted myself closer to him.

"Thank you. And I'm guessing we'll have to ride to school together?"

"I was gonna drive to the pub to pick up your car and then we can drive separately to school. If that's...okay with you?"

"Yeah that sounds good. I'll see you in science anyways." His eyes widened again and he looked away, pushing himself off the bed.

"Can I um...borrow some clothes?" I said awkwardly. I would be fine wearing the same thing if it weren't for the fact I smelled of alcohol.

"I probably have something." He shuffled through his closet pulling out a hoodie that was hugely oversized. Making me wonder how much smaller he would look in it. He handed it over to me before running off to the bathroom.

I rubbed my eyes and stood up, pulling my shirt off. I turned around, jumping a bit realizing Jungkook was standing at the door. His lips were parted slightly. We stood there for a second. He was very obviously looking at my torso. I laughed and picked up the hoodie. "Thanks for this." He snapped his head up and nodded before grabbing a pair of pants off the bed and going back to the bathroom.

He was a funny kid.

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We sat in my car. Silence filled the air with static. We had rushed out the door without eating anything in order to get his car and make it to school.

I looked over at him as he stared ahead. Say something Tae. Say something to him. Talk. But no words came out.

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After a long and silent car ride, we pulled up to the pub. Without even a look, Jungkook got out of the car. I looked down, dissapoitned neither of us had said anything.

Suddenly I saw him turn back and start running up to my window. I rolled the window down.

He smiled at me, showing a full set of adorable bunny teeth, "Thank you." He turned back around and ran over to his car. I watched him with contemptment. He somehow had a way of making me speechless. I sat there in wonderment of how he could do that.

I had this urge deep within me.

An urge to give this small boy all of me. To give him my heart.

This feeling hurt. It sent a shockwave through my body.

I wanted to kiss him. I wanted him to set my soul free.

I wanted him to make me forget what I've done.

I watched his car pull away.

A tear fell from my cheek.

What was this boy doing to me.

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Sorry for this short chapter:) Hope you're enjoying so far!