My Journey to Find Love❤✈

Chapter 17: Always

" I will always love her even if she doesn't love me"
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(This chpt will be in Namjoons POV on everything that has occured)

Namjoon POV:

After hanging out with everyone at the pizza place I had gotten a phone call.

They wanted to meet me tomorrow at a coffee shop.

I actually wanted to take Anastasia out but this was important to me. And she wouldn't understand.

Because I never told her my past.

Time skip~~

I got ready early and headed to the coffee shop.

She was already there.

I walked in and ordered a decafe coffee.

"Hey Namjoon" she says as I sit in front of her.

"Long time no see Jen"

"Yeah its been awhile" she says drinking her coffee.

"What do you want?" I say sternly.

"Can't I just come and visit my brother."

"No, not after what you and mom and dad did to me."

"Look Joon I'm really sorry" she says taking my hand.

"Sure you are, all you guys ever needed from me was money that I didn't even have at the time." I tried moving my hand away but she trapped it.

I then saw Ana's friend Kam coming in.

She looked really pissed off.

Then before I know it Kam comes to me and poors coffee on my head and shoves a cupcake in my face.

Why the hell did she do this?!

"THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR CHEATING ON MY FRIEND BITCH!" She screams before I saw Jimin pulling her away.

What does she mean cheating?!

Jen had already left. By the time Yoongi comes in.

"Dude lets go before Kam comes back and literally kicks your ass" he says.

We made it back to the dorm and Yoongi looked mad.

"Dude what they hell? Cheating on Ana! I told you she is easy to break!"

"Yoongs I never even cheated on her!"

"Then why were you there holding a girls hand!"

"THAT WAS MY BITCH OF A SISTER!"

"Well you need to explain that to Ana she witnessed the whole thing and ran off!"

"WHERE DID SHE GO?? I NEED TO TALK TO HER!" I said heading for the door. But Yoongi was blocking the entrance.

"Just chill, maybe she needs time to herself. And time with the girls okay? I know what she has been through before."

"I promised I wouldn't leave her Yoongi."

"I know Joon, this is hard for her though. You wouldn't understand. She'll tell you one day."

I just nodded my head and went upstairs.

I cleaned the food off of me and just laid in bed and starred at the ceiling.

I should of told her sooner.

I silently cried just thinking about her.

I am in love with her and I screwed up.

Time skip~~~

Its been days without her.

I'm miserable. I've just stayed in the dorm and didn't bother going out.

"Hey, I explained to Kate everything"
Yoongi says sitting next to me on the couch.

"Hm"

"I think you've given her enough space. Go see her." He says patting my back.

Without saying a word I put my shoes on and ran to her dorm.

I knocked on the door hoping she would answer but she didnt.

It was Kate and she looked shocked to see me.

"Can I come in?" I hope she lets me in I need talk to Ana.

"Yeah sure"

When I came in I saw Kam who was ready to throw down.

"Why the hell did you let the ass in?!" She says.

Kate tells her she'll explain everything later.

I made my way to Ana's room and knocked on her door.

I could hear her crying.

And it's because of me.

Tiny skip~~

I tried to get her to talk to me.

It hurt me because she was hurting. I should have never met up with my sister.

Kate and Kam had left to go get food for Ana. I asked them if I could stay incase she came out. They both agreed to let me stay.

They dropped off the groceries and said they would be back soon.

I sat on their couch and slowly drifted off to sleep.

I was woken up to a door being opened.

I saw Ana. She looked like she has been crying for hours.

She didn't notice me yet.

She walked into the kitchen and grabbed some kind of candy.

When she looked my way I faked sleep. I then heard running and a door slam.

Where is Kate and Kam? I thought.

I then got a text from Yoongi.

Yoongi: Hey, Kate and Kam are staying at out place until you two can work things out. Ill bring you cloths tomorrow.

I laid my phone on my chest.

This is gonna be interesting.
End POV
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A/N:

Let me know what y'all think will happen next! Thanks for reading!

Love, Alex💚💚