My Journey to Find Love❤✈

Chapter 18: i need you

"I'm sorry. I love You. Forgive me."

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I spent the whole night thinking of what I should do.

Kate tells me to let him talk.

But I'm just afriad he'll say the wrong thing.

I kept hearing knocking at the main door. No one was answering it so I got the courage to stand up and get it.

As I was passing the living room. I didn't see Namjoon where he was last night.

I opened the door and saw Yoongi.

"Hey Ana" he said entering the dorm.

He layed a duffle bag on the couch.

"Whats that for?" I say pointing to the bag and closing the door.

"Its Joons" he says laying next to it.

"Have you talked to him yet?" He then says.

"No and I don't want to."

"You'll have to talk to him one day. He is hurting too ya know."

"Why? he is the one who is at fault." I say crossing my arms.

He then looks away from me.

"You need to tallk to him and find out" with that he rushes out of the door.

I then turned around and saw Namjoon standing across the room.

I tried to go to my room to avoid him. But he grabs my shoulders and pushes me against the wall.

"Ana just let me talk please." He says.

"Why should I?"

"Because all of this was a misunderstanding."

"I've been lied to before Joon you don't have to lie to me." I say trying not to make eye contact with him.

"I'm not lieing to you."

"Sure thats what they all say." I say crossing my arms.

"Why are you so stubborn Ana? Why do you even care we aren't even dating." He says tilting his head.

"I'm not I just know how protect my heart from being broken again."

"Ana if you would just listen..."

"No Namjoon! Just let me go!" I say trying to wiggle out of his hold.

"Ana do you love me?"

The question that scares me he asked. I slipped out of his grasp walking away.

I didn't say anything.

"I guess you don't" he say slamming his hand on the wall.

"You just don't understand." I turned around and said.

"UNDERSTAND WHAT ANA!"

"I'M SCARED YOU IDIOT! IM SCARED OF LOVING YOU CAN'T YOU SEE THAT!" I can't believe I said this.

"I'M SCARED TOO!"

With that he grabs my face and kisses me. I wrapped my hands around his neck.

My first kiss.

I didn't know what to do but I got the hang of it.

The kiss was needy and passionate.

We soon stopped for air. With his forehead against mine.

"I'm in love with you Ana" he says holding my face.

"I'm in love with you too."

I then pulled him in for another kiss.

"Im sorry forgive me and believe me" he then says.

"I believe you, you proved it. You even stayed." I say hugging him. He then pecked my lips again.

"I stayed because I promised I would never leave you" he says.

I couldn't believe he remembered

"I was scared you didn't want to wait for me anymore or liked me."

"Mark my words I'll have a ring on your finger one day so I can show you how much I love you and I'll always wait for you."

"Are you sure you would want a broken girl like me?" I say looking in his eyes.

"Do you want a broken guy like me?"

"What?"

"Ana you aren't the only one who had a shitty past Ana. Ill tell you one day okay?"

"Okay, I'm sorry about jumping to conclusions Joon" I say as I felt a tear slipped down my cheek.

"I just have issues" I add.

"I should be the one to be sorry I should have told you." He says hugging me.

"Ana, I don't just want you I need you." He says in the crook of my neck.

"I need you too"

"I hope Kam didn't scare you too much." I added.

"She sure can be scary, I still have frosting in my nose from the cupcake."

We both just started laughing.

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A/N:

Sorry for a short chpt hope you liked it!

Love,

Alex💜