Collection of Poems

Marionette

I want to forget the words
The deceit
The venom you spoke
But I have to remember that I never felt it
That poison coursing through my veins
I was caught up in your whirlwind
All lips and tongue
But never real shit
Yeah it seemed like it
But if anything
You were just a fair weather friend
And I don't know what to think after realizing that
Like fuck
I thought you were special
Or at least
I was special to you
But instead I was another body to use
Another mind to play with
Another heart to break
I was the marionette and you the puppeteer
Always on your strings
Doing what you wanted but never getting what I needed
Fuck
I fucked up again, didn't I, love ?
This time tho, there's no going back