Breathe [jungkook]

21: Efforts.

Hello guys, I'm back! 

First of all, I'm sorry if my story progressing so fast. I didn't build this story as well as I thought, and the time I had to write a chapter was decreasing greatly. I only got my weekend to write a chapter, only a day. I'll try to write the story without any plot-hole and as organized as I could. Also, my way of writings keep changing since I tend to follow the way I learned recently, like reading a story wrote by an excellent author, like goddamn their writing skills.

Also, thanks for the 100 rates! I feel so accomplished. This is my first story that I got over a hundred, im cryang. Thank you for those few people who kept on supporting me. I'll try my best to develop my story to a better level. Again, thank you very much. 

Hope you enjoy this new chapter.

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I spread the strawberry jelly on the toasted bread while my head was elsewhere. The bright lights that would always annoy me was not as annoying then. I let it hit my face without a bother, I'm not even feeling the familiar vitamin C heat. My head was occupied with the most impossible and crazy scenario that had happened to me.

Jungkook... confessed to me ?

I didn't even know if its true. I didn't know if i'm still dreaming right now. Maybe he just confused ? Or was I misinterpreted what he tried to convey ? Was my hearing broke for a moment ?

However, the new warms that emitted around my waist had prove my thoughts wrong. The strong arms that find their way around my waist jolted me out of my thoughts, I almost let the bread fell out of my grip. His warm body was so close to my back, his thin fabric wasn't helping either. 

"Good morning." his usual groggy voice in the morning makes my cheekbones burning. I'm glad I wasn't facing him that time as my face was gradually turning red. 

I didn't dislike his affections, I love them even, but this sudden affection after discovering his true feelings towards me after a year and a half was very uncomfortable. I still couldn't believe the magical of having my unrequited love, loving me back. 

With that, I put my bread down and gently, yet hesitantly pushed his arms off me. I could imagine his feelings when I did that, but I really hope he understands my reasons. He's pretty confident and bold since he's Jeon Jungkook, a man that adored by many girls, that respect woman with all his manly pride and knew how to treat girls well. No doubt, he would never disappoint any girl he loves.

Whereas I am, the coward. The girl that keep her feelings forever. For not brave enough to tell him my true feelings and hurt myself in the end. 

"I.. I'll prepare us juices." there was a hint of disappointment lacing around his manly, groggy voice. I heard him shuffling to the other side of the kitchen and the familiar sound of a fridge opened. I clenched onto the counter hard as I could feel what he felt, but I was honestly uncomfortable and his sweet sides was so new to me. 

We both served the breakfast on the island, passing each other awkwardly. I sensed how he would take a glance at me and tried to say something but didn't. I felt sorry for make things awkward in between us but I wasn't ready.