Breathe [jungkook]

25: Giving and Receiving.

I've set in myself that I wanted to spend every seconds of my life with Jungkook till the day come. I was very determined to do that, that's how much I loved Jungkook.

That also meant I couldn't run away from the dream.

It didn't come every night, but once it came, it sound more clearer and closer as days passed, as if warning me to not get carried away by the soft feelings towards Jungkook.

I would always wake up with tears all over my face, my whole body sweat like crazy and Jungkook next to me awake. He would craddle me to sleep again, which never happened. I became scared to sleep afterwards.

This has went for two weeks. The more the days passed, the closer the mysterious woman to me, the more anxious I get.

I sat at the couch with both of my legs on it, staring off into nothingness as I taught back about the dream. My fingers fiddled with each others as I couldn't escape the train of scary thoughts about the dream, biting onto my lower lips anxiously.

Suddenly I felt my chin got tilted up gently, making my line of sights went straight to the handsome of a man, Jeon Jungkook. I caught a glance of his worries face before he masked it with a soft smile of his. His thumb went over my lower lips, pulling it from my teeth that I didn't remember biting it.

"Don't do that, okay ? Don't worry about it. I'll try talk about it to my mother, okay ?" He assured me before giving me a mug of hot chocolate and sat beside me, pulling me closer by my waist. I snuggled into his chest before closing my eyes with a reassuring smile.

"It's alright. It will go away." No it wouldn't, but I couldn't risk you knowing the truth about me.

"You cried almost every night, baby. You've lost weight too." He squeezed me with his toned arm, telling me how much he worried over my condition. I shook my head before putting my mug on the coffee table and wrapped both of my arms around him.

"I'm going to be fine. I'll do something about it. You just focus on your comeback, okay ?" I said, looking up to him and our eyes caught together. I could see in his eyes, oh how concerned he was of me. I brought my forefinger slowly to her nose and tapped it gently, which brought my favorite smile on his face.

"There you are, my favorite Jungkook." I exclaimed before squeezing him in my arms. He let out a soft chuckles before doing the same to me.

"I love you, Haeri." he whispered into my ears. I felt like crying hearing that. One, because of how I've wait for him to say that. Second, that it's for a short matter of time. I couldn't say it back. The thought of me leaving him behind pained me the most.

I didn't answer but squeezing myself into him more, trying my best to hold the water in my eyes from leaking.

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"You're pregnant! Congratulations!"

"What ?" I inwardly said as I got the news from our doctor who smiled the brightest im the room as if she's the one who been announced pregnant.

"Are you serious ?" Jungkook breathed out, a smile he tried to hold keep appearing on his face. All I did was watching his reaction while I was frozen by the news.

"Babe, you're pregnant!" Jungkook said before picking me up. My legs instantly wrapped around his waist whilst my arms around his neck.

He spun a few times with a smile I could feel on my neck. I heard the laugh of the doctor behind. As soon as I got the hang of it, first thing I felt was embarrassed that Jungkook did that in front of the doctor.

"It's two weeks old. Make sure you take care of what you eats and take a good care of your body. You've losing weight recently and that's not good for your baby." The doctor told me. I apologized silently before she left the room, leaving me alone with Jungkook.