Stalker- Yang Hongseok

#20

AN: picture of Yerin(Chuu)
( I decided to use my ultimate crush for Yerin's appearance)
this whole chapter will be in Hongseok's
POV.

The past days had gone by so slowly.

It was worse because we had a whole week off, because our manager thought we needed it because of all the tension in our group.
After all, I couldn't even look at Wooseok. And I definitely couldn't talk to him.

I had mostly been hanging out with Shinwon these days.
We hadn't really talked too much before.
Actually he didn't really talk that much in general.

- want to play cards?
Shinwon asked me.
- is that the only thing you like to do?
I asked him.
- I also like horror movies.
He said.
- you're so weird.
I said.
- thank you.
He said, and smiled.
- i think I'm going to kill Wooseok.
I said.
- ok.
Was all Shinwon said.
Again, he's so weird.

- or maybe you want to talk about it?
He asked me.

I knew what he was talking about. After all he knew what happened.
E'Dawn had seen Wooseok and Yerin from the window.
And of course he had told everyone about it.
- there's nothing to talk about.
I said.
- ok. What if.. you talk to her?
He asked.
- Just stop.
I told him.

- Fine. Want me to teach you how to cheat when playing cards?
He asked.
- are you for real...
I said.
- well, yeah. It's kinda easy because most of you guys are stupid.
He said, making me laugh.
Something I hadn't done a lot these days.

Suddenly my phone started ringing. It was Yerin.
She called me a lot.
She just wouldn't give up.
But I wouldn't answer.
- want me to answer and tell her you died?
Shinwon asked.
- god no.
I said.
- what if I tell her you died in 1993?
He asked.

- oh my god let's just go watch a horror movie.
I said.
- finally. I have so many on my list, we should see all of them.
He said, looking way to excited.

Before we went downstairs, I turned off my phone.
Wooseok was in the living room.
- isn't it past your bed time?
Shinwon asked Wooseok.

I wanted to laugh, but I just walked passed him and sat down on the couch.
- you're not funny.
Wooseok told Shinwon.
- go upstairs, Wooseok.
Hui said.
- fine. Whatever.
Wooseok said, and left.
- maybe you should go too, Yuto.
Hui said.
- why me?
Yuto asked.
- since you're both girlfriend stealers.
Hui said.

He was always like this. Saying stuff like that to Yuto when he had the chance.
But I know he cared for Yuto anyways.
- can you just.. give up?
Yuto said, and left.
- Hui. Let's go just go to our room.
E'Dawn said.
And then he suddenly put on his weird weed glasses.
We all knew what that meant.

After they left, we convinced the rest of our group to watch horror movies with us.

Except Yan An, but he wasn't even here.
He usually spent all his free time with his psycho girlfriend.

After we were about half way trough the movie, Jinho suddenly got mad.
- why does the pretty girls always die?
He said.
- I know right? Shame.
Kino said.
- they're not pretty.
I suddenly said.

But Yerin is.
She's so pretty..

I have to stop thinking about her.
But it was so hard.
I wanted to know what she was thinking about.
And how.. she could do this to me.

- but you're crying.
Jinho said.
- is it because the ginger girl died? I guess that's you're type considering you dated Yer..
Jinho started to say, but then Kino hit him in the face with a pillow.

After we had watched two movies, I was getting tired.
I told the others I would go sleep.
Kino followed me, and stopped me in the hallway.
- I'll give you a hug if it helps.
He said.
Nothing would help.
- it's a once in a lifetime offer.
He said.

- Goodnight Kino.
I just told him, and went upstairs.

Before I went to sleep, I decided to turn on my phone again.

As I expected, a lot of missed calls from Yerin.
And also a few from Seunghee.
Seunghee had also sent me a text asking me"what the fuck" was wrong with me.

I also got a text saying I had 4 voicemails.
They were all from Yerin.

I decided to listen to them.
I mean, it couldn't hurt right?

- please answer me. Just listen to me.

The first one said.
It felt so good to hear her voice again.
And I hated it.

- I wish I could apologize. But I didn't do anything. It wasn't me.
And.. I thought you trusted me.

The second one said.

I did trust her. But how could I, anymore?

- maybe I'll just leave and join the league of Assassins forever.
It's a ninja thing if you didn't get that.

The third one said, almost making me laugh.

- I don't really want to leave. I just want you.

The last one said.

Why didn't she even apologize for what she had done?
I didn't get it...
and that's why I couldn't talk to her.
Or see her again.

But what if I couldn't help it?

AN: I hate writing about Hongseok being sad.
Maybe it will get better, maybe it won't.
:O