Stalker- Yang Hongseok

#21

I don't know why I sent him those awkward voicemails.
But I was desperate.

I just wanted to see him.
I would just have to go to the pentagon dorm.
Then he would have to talk to me, right?

I hadn't been able to eat, and barely slept since everything happened.

I could barely do my dance practices.
And I had to pretend I was eating.

Luckily Seunghee was so busy she didn't notice I hadn't been eating.
Not even apples.
If she knew, maybe she would tell Jun.
and he wouldn't let me dance anymore.

I had just come home from dance practice, when Seunghee called me to the living room.

Oh no.. did she know?

- Did you have fun at practice?
She asked me.
- yeah. I really love it there.
I said.
- that's good. I'm happy.
She said.
- do you want me to make you some food?
She asked me.
- no thanks. I ate before I came home.
I said.

I hate lying to her. And I hated lying to Jun.
- ok. Good.
She said.
- was that all? I'm kind of tired.
I told her.
- We need to talk about your birthday.
She said.
- my birthday?
I asked.
- you do know it's this weekend?
She asked me.

I had totally forgotten about it.
- yeah of course I know.
I answered.
- well, I was thinking about having a party.
She said.
- you don't need to do that.
I said.
- you turn 20. It's kinda of a big deal.
She said.
- I guess so.
I said.
- so what do you say?
She asked.

Did I want a birthday party?
Maybe I could invite Hyunsung.
I hope her mother would allow it.

- if I say yes.. can we go to the pentagon dorm today?
I asked her.
- I thought you were tired?
She asked me.
- not anymore.
I said.
- ok. It's a deal.
She said.

After I took a shower, and changed, we drove to the pentagon dorm.
- are you sure you want to do this?
Seunghee asked, as we got out of her car.
- you have no idea.
I said.

Seunghee nocked on the door.
I hoped Hongseok wasn't the one opening.
He might lock me out again.

Luckily it was Hui.
- Seunghee!
He said, looking happy.
- and... Yerin. What are you doing here?
He asked me.
- just move out of the way, Hui.
Seunghee said.

Hui moved out of the way, and we entered.
I was getting really nervous.
Suddenly Wooseok came into the hallway.
- I can't believe you're here.
He said, looking happy.
- I don't want to talk to you right now.
I told him.
So he left.
- I'm just gonna get a glass of water.
I told Seunghee, and went to the kitchen.

As I entered, I suddenly felt dizzy, and everything around me started spinning.
And then I started hearing voices.
- you can't come with us because you gained weight.
- you shouldn't eat dinner today.
- you'll never amount to anything. Maybe if you loose some weight.
The voices said.
I had heard it before.
It was my former group members and manager.

Suddenly I felt someone holding my shoulders.
- are you ok?
He said.
- Yerin?
It was Hongseok.

When I looked up at him, I didn't even get to see him for more then a second, because I passed out.

• Hongseok's POV•

As I passed the kitchen, I noticed Yerin was there.
I was about to go upstairs, but then she suddenly started to look dizzy.
It looked like she would fall any minute.

I didn't care that I didn't want to see her.
I had to help her.
I held her shoulders, but it was like she didn't even see me.
- are you ok?
I asked her.
- Yerin?
I said.

Suddenly she opened her eyes, and looked at me.
But it only lasted a second, because she passed.
But she didn't fall, because I was holding her.

I didn't really know what to do.
- Seunghee? Someone?
I yelled.

It didn't take long before Seunghee and almost everyone else came.
- what do I do?
I asked.
- well, first you need to lay her down on the floor.
Seunghee said.
So I did.
Yerin was wearing a skirt, so her thighs were pretty exposed.
I quickly took of my jacket, and covered her thighs.
- shouldn't we call an ambulance?
Shinwon asked.
- no. I have to slap her.
Seunghee said.
- what?
I asked.
- just trust me.
Seunghee said.
I turned around before Seunghee slapped her.
Obviously, I didn't want to see it.

But it worked. Yerin opened her eyes.
- someone has to carry her to the living room.
Seunghee said.
- I'll do it.
I said.
Then I lifted her up, and carried her to the couch.
She kept closing and opening her eyes.
- someone definitely need to help me get her home.
Seunghee said.
- I'm sure Wooseok would love to.
I said.

Then I ran up to my room.
My heart was beating really fast.

I know what she had done to me.
And it really hurt.

But I think..
I love her.

• Yerin's POV•

I still felt so dizzy when someone carried me to the living room.
I kept falling asleep, and waking up.
When I finally was able to wake up for good, everyone was staring at me, and was all up in my face.
I felt so exposed. Like I was.. oh god.
- Am I.. naked?

AN:... I mean, at least she got to see him right?
Ahaha the last line tho.
Don't worry, she wasn't naked.