Stalker- Yang Hongseok

#32

I had no idea what to do, the next day.
What do people do after.. doing it?
Eat breakfast?
Say thank you?

I looked over at Hongseok. He was still sleeping.
What was he dreaming about?

Pizza?
Because that's what I had been dreaming about.

On top of my curiosity, I was also feeling really embarrassed and nervous.
- maybe I should sneak out.
- wait why would I sneak out? This is my apartment.
I whispered to myself.

- That's a good point.

Oh god.. he's awake.
And he totally heard what I just said.
- uhm.. I didn't say anything.
I said, and covered my face with my hands.
- why is always your first thought to run away?
He asked me.
- it's what I'm bes.. well I'm not really that good at it.
I said.
- you've finally realized it?
He asked me and laughed.

Suddenly things felt normal again.
I wasn't nervous anymore.
Because I was so comfortable with him.
And after all I was pretty happy about what happened. It was even better than what I thought it would be like.

But what we did.. this had to mean we would definitely be together forever right?
- what are you thinking about?
He asked me.
- nothing..
I said.
- is it about last night?
He asked me.

Wait how did he know?
Maybe it wasn't that hard to guess.
- maybe we should talk about it.
He said, making me blush.

- i know we agreed to wait until we got married. But you should know..
He said.
- know what?
I asked him.
- I meant it when I said I'll be with you forever. I still mean it.

• Seunghee's POV•

The past days had gone by slowly. But I didn't really mind. I had a lot to go through.
I also had to clean the whole apartment. After all nobody had lived here in a year.

I had gotten the key to the apartment, from my grandmother. Just seeing her for those five minutes, had been exhausting. She kept going on about the fact that I looked so much like my mother.

Not my adoptive mother of course. My real mother.
No.. she wasn't my real mother. She just gave birth to me. She would never be my mother.

She was just some crazy woman that sold me to a mafia boss.
And she was the reason I was forced to hit my brother in the head with a vase, to escape.

No.. that was all my fault.. I should have just talked to him. Convinced him to help me escape.
I should have taken him with me. He needed to escape too.

And now it was too late.
I would forever blame myself.

I had told Yuto a long time ago that I didn't blame myself anymore.
I didn't want to lie to him.
But sometimes lying was for the best.

I had also lied about the fact that my grandmother had filed a lawsuit against me because of what i did to Uehara.
But no one knew about this.
Except Mr.Hong.
But that was because he payed her off.

He really does save me over and over.

Mr.Hong.. I'll never let you down.

• Hongseok's POV•

I had just arrived at my dorm, when I heard everyone cheering about something in the living room.
I didn't bother finding out what it was.

I was so tired, so I went up to relax in my bed.
I couldn't really sleep.
I just kept thinking about Yerin.
She almost didn't let me leave again.

She even tried to hide my clothes.. again.

I would never get used to how cute she is.

After a while, Kino entered the room.
No wait.. it was Shinwon.. of course.

I was still not used to the fact that he was the one sharing room with me now.
I didn't mind, of course.
Shinwon is cool. But so, so weird.

And I still didn't know why Kino was upset with me.
But I was suspecting something..

-When did you get back?
Shinwon asked me as he sat down on his bed.
- a while ago. You guys were just making so much noise you didn't hear me.
I answered.
- oh right! You haven't heard the good news.
He said.
- what news?
I asked him.
- we're going to kcon after all!
He said.
- really? I have to call Yerin.
I said.

I was so happy I would be able to spend time with her in Japan. Also I had always wanted to go there.
- or you could surprised her.
Shinwon said.

That's a good idea. She would be even more happy then.

- E'Dawn isn't going though. And Yan An will continue recovering his health in China.
Shinwon said.

- why isn't E'Dawn going?
I asked him.
- because of the whole dating thing.
He answered.
- he got so sad... he even left the dorm.
Shinwon said.
- he what? Where did he go?
I asked him.

So much was going on lately.. I didn't know what to think anymore.

- I think he's moving in with Hyuna.
He answered.
I guess that wasn't so bad. At least he would be with the person he loves.

- do you want to cry?
Shinwon asked me.
- that's.. a really weird thing to ask.
I said.
- it's ok if you want to cry. I don't mind watching.
He said.

Oh my god.
-You're so weird, you know?
I said.
- I know. It's kinda my thing.

• Yerin's POV•

It was finally the day I would leave for Japan. I hadn't even packed yet, so I had spend the entire morning stressing and panicking.

Jun picked me up, so that we could drive together to the airport.
When I got in the car, jun hugged me.
- what was that for?
I asked him.
- I'm just really excited.
He said, making me laugh.
- so am I!
I said.
- let's go!
Jun yelled.
- let's go find some ninjas!
I yelled.

Jun gave me a weird look.
- I mean.. let's go to kcon...

AN: ahaha Yerin is so cute tho.
Did you guys miss Seunghee? I feel so bad for her. I always will. After all my books about her was really sad.

I always get really attached to my own characters.
Do you guys get attached to my characters as well?
Kkkkk