Stalker- Yang Hongseok

#9

- But I still love you too.
I told Hongseok, and got out of the car, standing in front of him.

My heart was beating like crazy. Was this it? Could we get back what we have?
- please don't leave me again.
Hongseok said.
- I.. I won't.
I said.
- I'll never lie to you again.
Hongseok said.
- you just thought it was the right thing.. to protect Kino. Didn't you?
I asked him.
- but I shouldn't have. You're more important to me.
He answered.
-You're everything to me, hongseok. Well, you and ninjas.
I said. Hongseok laughed.

It felt good to tell him how I felt, and finally knowing what he felt. Of course I tried to tell Rena about what it was really like, being hurt. But she never wanted to talk about hongseok.
It was almost like she was being jealous.
But why would she be?

I was interrupted from thinking, when hongseok suddenly grabbed my waist, pulling me closer to him. My whole body was tingling.
He's going to kiss me, isn't he?
He was definitely going to kiss me. But I moved my face away.
Not because I didn't want him to, but I suddenly wanted to mess with him.

- pretty awkward right?
I asked him.
- kind of yeah.
He said, and laughed awkwardly.
- now you know how I felt a few weeks ago.
I said, and laughed.
So did hongseok, just way louder than me.
It was pretty funny, wasn't it?
- do you want to get out of here?
I asked hongseok.
- Let's go.
Hongseok said. Then he took my hand.
We decided to go to the park we had our first date. I remember how he left me there to talk to his fans. I guess we were even now.
We decided to get icecream.
- what do you want?
Hongseok asked me.
- it doesn't matter. As long as it's pink. Everything pink taste good to me. It's like eating happiness.
I answered, and giggled.
- cute.
Hongseok said, and pinched my cheek.
We went up to the ice cream truck.
- I remember you.
The man said.
Oh right. This is the guy I had yelled at for no reason.
- I'm sorry, you have the wrong person.
I told the man, and looked down at the ground.
- I don't think so.
The man said, and laughed.
- I'm really sorry sir.
I said.
- the free ice cream offer still stands.
The man said, and smiled. Usually people in korea wasn't this nice.

The man gave both of us free ice cream.
After we had eaten it, we walked around some more. Then we sat down on a bench by the river.
- are we really doing this?
I asked hongseok.
- what, sitting on a bench?
He asked, making me laugh.
- I'm talking about getting back together.
I said, after I finished laughing.
- we never really broke up.
Hongseok said confidently.
- I guess you're right. I just needed a two month break from you.
I said, and started laughing again.
- that's not funny.
Hongseok said.
- you're right. I'm sorry.
I said.
But then Hongseok started laughing as well.
I knew it was funny. I'm always funny. And I remember E'Dawn once told me that the shadier the joke, the better it is. Or something like that.
I wonder how he's doing. He had recently left Cube. I hope I'll get the chance to meet him again.
- what are you thinking about?
Hongseok asked me.
- nothing special.
I said. I didn't dare to ask him about E'Dawn. He might get upset.
- this is kind of stupid but.. could you wear my sweater?
He asked me.
I had noticed earlier that he was carrying a sweater with him.
Was he jealous of Wooseok? Wait, how did he even know it was his sweater I was wearing?
Anyways, it was kind of cute that he wanted me to wear his instead.
- sure.
I said, and took off Wooseok's sweater. I still had the tshirt on me, and it had finally dried. But I still put on Hongseok's sweather.

After a while we went back to the Cube building. But we didn't go inside. I wasn't ready to go back there yet. So we just got inside the car instead. We talked for a while, and argued about what music to listen too.
And we might have.. made out for a while.
Ok, we totally did.
But we got interrupted by Rena nocking on the door window.
She looked mad for some reason. But then again, she was always mad. But she hadn't been that way towards me for a long time.
We got out of the car, and then hongseok fixed my hair.
- thanks.
I whispered. I was pretty embarrassed about her seeing us like that in the car. Actually I would be embarrassed no matter who it was that saw.
- I think I'm gonna go back home today.
Rena said.
- Home as in your own apartment?
I asked her.
- don't sound too excited.
She said. Why was she being so mad?
- I'll help you collect your stuff from my house.
I told her.
- don't bother.
She said.
- let's drive back now then.
I didn't want to leave hongseok, but Rena looked like she really needed to get away from here.
- I'm taking the bus.
Rena said.
Then she started walking away.
- but the car! I don't know how to drive!
I yelled after her.
- not my problem.
She yelled back.

- Why is she always so rude?
Hongseok asked me.
- I probably did something wrong..

AN:
you guys deserved some romance between all my drama. There will be more of both obviously.