Stalker- Yang Hongseok

#5

AN: hope this chapter is ok

• Hongseok's POV•

"I don't want to be you like that anymore.."
I DONT WANT TO BE WITH YOU LIKE THAT???
why would say something like that?
Yerin must be so hurt. And possibly humiliated.

- whats wrong with me!
I yelled and hit my pillow.
luckily I was alone in my room.
why did I say that to Yerin? It was obviously a lie.
Maybe I wanted to hurt her a little bit.
The thought made me ashamed.
Even though I was mad at her, it didn't make it ok to mess with her like that.
I needed a distraction.. maybe I could convince Hui to take us to a club later.

- hey have you read this book?

I jumped at the sound of Shinwon's voice.
He was crawling out from under his bed with a book.
- how did you even read under there?
I asked him, still confused about the whole situation.
- with this.
Shinwon answered, and held up a flashlight.
- you're saying it like it's normal..
I said.
- more normal that talking to yourself and hitting pillows.
Shinwon said.
- it really isn't. Also, a lot of people hit stuff when they're mad.
I said, and rolled my eyes.
- yeah, I remember the wall.
Shinwon said and laughed.
- why are you mad?
Shinwon asked me and grinned.
- because I'm stupid.

•Yerin's POV•

I'm so stupid.
IM SO STUPID.

Why did I have to put myself in that situation in the first place? If I had just let him leave.. I would have saved myself from that humiliating moment.

- are you gonna eat that?
Rena asked me, pointing at my ice cream with her spoon.
- I don't deserve it..
I said, and sighed.
- great.
Rena said, and grabbed it.
We had finally remembered to go get ice cream, and I couldn't even enjoy it?

- I don't think I can ever see him again now.
I said.
- I agree.
Rena said.
- you're supposed to tell me everything will be ok..
I said.
- says who?
Rena said, and smirked.
- never mind.
I said, and rolled my eyes.

Rena was probably my best friend at this point, but I wished I had someone that would actually try to comfort me.
I miss Seunghee..

But she probably hated me. It seemed like it when I ran into her earlier.
Or maybe she was just busy.
Right... Probably not.

-I have an idea!
Rena suddenly yelled, and got up from her seat.
- calm down.
I said.
- just hear me out.
She said and laughed.
- Fine, what do you have in mind, Genius Park Rena?
I asked her.
- are you finally acknowledging that I'm a genius?
Rena asked, and grinned.
- did you have something to tell me or not?
I asked her.

- oh.. right. Let's go get wasted.
She said.
Drinking... is that a good idea?
Wait, it's actually perfect.
- I'm in.
I said.

We went back to my brothers house, and ate dinner. We then started to get ready for a night out.
- let's go to Itaewon.
Rena said, and I nodded in agreement.

After we had finished dressing up, I decided to bring my brother his dinner.
My brothers girlfriend, Krystal, was busy today.
She taught art lessons twice a week at the university near the house.

I nocked on my brothers door, almost losing the tray of food.
- shit.
I whispered, and laughed.

I entered the room, and put the tray down on his nightstand.
- remember to take your pills.
I said, and left the room.