Stalker- Yang Hongseok

#38

It was pentagon's time to perform, and I was really excited.
Of course I had watched pentagon perform before, but only on YouTube.
Never in real life.

Ok fine...
i might have snuck out one time last year to see them perform.
wait why am i trying to lie to myself?

- are you coming or are you just gonna stand there and smile... a creepy smile by the way.
jay asked me.
- its not creepy..
i said and frowned.
- it really is. first the hug and now this? are you mentally unstable?
Rena asked me.

i actually felt unstable... sort of.

- if i was, is it really a good idea to ask?
i said, and grinned.
everyone laughed except Rena.

- guys.. we have a problem.
Jae In said, as she came running toward us.
- what now? did you forget your safety shorts again? Do you like exposing yourself?
Jun asked her.
- no... idiot. i can't find Seunghee.
she answered.

oh no.. i had almost forgotten that she ran away.

- lets go look for her.
i said.
- not you.
Rena said.
- why not?
i asked, confused.
- go watch your boyfriend perform.
she answered, and i swear i could almost see her smile.

the others left, and i went to find somewhere to sit and watch pentagon.

there was a chair with Seunghee's name on it, so i sat down, even though someone gave me nasty looks.

pentagon came on stage, and my heart started beating so fast. they all looked so amazing.

I wish E'Dawn was here with them.

we didn't always have the best friendship, but he was funny. and he made so much memes with my face. i actually liked them now. and it wasn't like i could escape seeing them. because everyone in Pentagon passed them around in our groupchat.

after Pentagon had performed a few songs, i suddely felt sick in my stomach.

because it was all coming back now. the fact that someone pushed me down the stairs. and the feeling of distrusting them all.

i feel like throwing up..

i quickly ran to the nearest bathroom, and puked. I felt like I was choking.

- Yerin?
someone said, and nocked on the bathroom stall.

i pretended that i wasnt there, but the person obviosly knew i was in there.
- i saw you running in here.
the person said. wait.. that voice.
- Soyeon?
I asked.
- yeah its me.
she said.

i exited the bathroom stall, and went to wash my mouth.
- please dont tell me you threw up on purpose.
she said.
- no...
i said.
- oh my.. are you pregnant?
she asked me, shocked.

what?

- no way.
i said, and laughed.

- im just nervous.
i lied. I couldn't bring myself to tell her what was actually going on.
- dont be.. you'll do great.
she said, and smiled.

then she frowned.
i looked at her with a questioning look.
- im so hungry.
she said, making me laugh. but then my stomach growled.

- i brought some food with me though. wanna share?
she asked me.

it was an hour until i was going on stage, and it wasnt the best idea. but i just couldnt help myself.
- sure!
i said and grinned.

we went to a room that i presumed was (G)I-dle's break room.