•Renee's POV•
Lately I haven't been in the best mood. I have been depressed and been really quiet for the past couple of days.
"Poo bear are you okay.?" Hayes says walking into my room.
"Not really."
"Well do you need anything.?" he asks in the most caring voice.
"Just a hug."
He walks up to my bed and hugs my waist. I wrap my arms around his neck yet I don't feel better.
"Better.?"
"Yeah." I lie.
He walks out and I start to cry. My thoughts start to drown me and I fall asleep.
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When I wake up Matt is sitting on my bed staring at me.
"Well good morning sleeping beauty." and I laugh.
"What time is it.?"
"Six."
"Pm.!?!"
"Yeah why.?"
"It felt like a five minute nap.!"
"Haha well nope. You have been asleep all day."
"Ugh. Where is everybody.?"
"They went to go get dinner. I said I would say incase you woke up."
"Haha well thank you Matt. I love you."
"Haha. Yeah." He says in a nervous voice.
•Matt's POV•
Even with her messed up ponytail and tired eyes she still looks beautiful.
I then do something I've wanted to do for a long time. I grab her face and kiss her. I don't know why. I just needed to.
I pull away and look at her. Her eyes are still closed. When she opens them she doesn't say anything.
"I-I'm sorry. I-I.." I can't speak.
"Matt. It's okay."
"It is.? Cause I mean-"
"Yes." She laughs.
Then everyone walks into the room.
•Hayes' POV•
"Hey.! You're up.!" I say looking at Renee.
"Yeah ha." She says with a smile.
I walk up to her and kiss her.
"Are you hungry.?"
"Duh."
"We got you McDonalds."
"Thank you babe."
•Renee's POV•
Later at night I start thinking.
Why didn't I pull away from Matt's kiss.?
Do I like him.?
What about Hayes.?
Am I cheating on him.?
Once again I start drowning in my own thought and start to cry due to my conflicting emotions. I guess Hayes heard me and got up and ran to my room.
"What's wrong.?!"
"Um. I had a bad dream."
"Oh. Okay are you okay.?"
"Yeah."
"Okay well goodnight." He starts to turn to leave the room.
"Hayes.."
"Yes.?"
"Can you stay with me.?"
"Yeah, of course."
He jumps into the bed and wraps his arm around me and I instantly fall asleep.
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QOTC: have you ever self harmed.?
AOTC: yeah..
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Him. ( A Hayes and Matthew fanfic)
FanficRenee has to choose between her first love Hayes or dream guy Matthew.
