⚠Warning, Cutting.⚠
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I feel alone. Whether it be in my room alone or in a party with all my friends I still feel alone.
You know that feeling where you believe that everyone and everything in the world is against you? When you finally decide to get better but that feeling of emptiness still lingers?
That's how I feel. And with friends it's worse. Friends can replace you anytime, anywhere. And you just have to accept that.
But it feels like I'm replaceable with anyone.
I tell myself to give everyone some space and let them do their own thing but... I can't help but think.
I can't help thinking that everyone eventually gets tired of me. And it shows in their own way.
When they snap at me after I make one tiny mistake. The way they brush me off for no reason. How I am given the silent treatment just because.
That sets everything back. The progress of the recovery I've made dissipates. Everything hurts and I need a blade cutting into my skin to sooth it.
And as I watch the blood slowly run down my arm, I'm at peace. The thoughts go away and I go silent.
Maybe someday, I'll go silent forever.
Lance McClain
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Hi. High School has just started for me and I'm thinking bad again. I guess this is sort of based off one of my dark times. Peace✌
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