watashi wa kowagari de yowamushi de
dou shiyou mo nai
I’m a scaredy-cat and a coward
I can’t help it
donna ni omotte mo
mou owatte shimatta koto
ukeireru koto dekizu ni
nijemichi wo sagashita
I searched for a way to escape while
unable to accept things that had already ended
no matter how much I thought about them
kyou hanashita hito wa
yowane haite amaetagatta no
minuita you ni
yasashiku shite kureta
Today I whined, wanting the person
I talked to to spoil me
And as if they had seen through me
they were kind to me
motare kakatta watashi no ude wo
tsukande me wo mite
‘sou iu no wa yoku nai yo’ tte
chanto itte kureta
They grasped the arms I had thrown around them,
looked me in the eyes
and told me straight
‘It’s not good to do things like that’
nisemono no nukumori yori mo
attakakute kibishikute
ureshikatta sono kotoba ga
kono mune ni sasatte
hirokatta netsu de
ganjigarame no kokoro
hodokareta mitai datta
Those severe words that were warmer
than fake warmth
pierced my heart and made me happy
With the warmth that spread through me
it felt as if my bound heart had been released
shinjirareru hito wo
watashi wa sou
mitakatta dake
tsugi ni mata dare ka no koto
shinjirareru you ni
That’s right,
I just wanted to see someone
I could believe in
So that I can believe
in the next person I meet
obieru yori mo utagau yori mo
shinjiteru hou ga
waratte iru hou ga zutto ne
watashi rashiindatta
More than being afraid or being distrusful,
believing and smiling
was always more like me
wasn’t it?
soro soro tori modoseru ka na
jibun jishin
mae wo mukou
harisakesou na hi mo aru yo
demo shiawase wa matteru
kizusuite mo kiztsuite mo
mata watashi dare ka wo
suki ni naritai
I wonder if I can slowly get it back
My self confidence
I’ll face ahead
There will be days when it feels like I’m being torn apart
but happiness is waiting
No matter how many times I’m hurt
I still want to fall in love again
mata dareka wo
suki ni naritai
I still want to
fall in love again
watashi wa kowagari de yowamushi de
dou shiyou mo nai
I’m a scaredy-cat and a coward
I can’t help it
