We will carry on. Request again by Joske27. STORYTIME.
Sina was away, collecting more Pokémon for the Pokédex entries. Dexio was taking a break, so he decided to sit by the cliff on Route Eight (above, duh). He watched people below happily go about their day and the waves crash against the shoreline leading away from Ambrette town all the way to Cyllage City. He almost didn't notice you walking up next to him, taking off your shoes and lesving a Noted next to him. It was when you at stood newr the very edge of the cliff did he notice your presence.
"Hello! I'm Dexio! uh, you should probably get away from the edge of that cliff. You might fall!"
Dexio stood up, distressed. You looked at him, tears in your eyes and a smile on your face, a breeze came in that blew through your hair as well as his. That was your intention, wasn't it? To fall off of the cliff and die? He looked and saw the note and your shoes there, indicating you were going to commit suicide. Dexio took your hand in a rush of the moment and tears flashed in the brim of his eyes. Nobody should suffer so much they want to die! Nobody should!
"Wait! You're not actually wanting to do this, are you?! Come on! We can still talk about this! I may not know you and you may not know me but who cares! No one deserves this! Come on please!"
You took your hand and slipped it away from his. You frowned. He wants to stop you. You've had enough torment in your life. Keep living, keep suffering. If you die, end suffering. It's simple. So he just wants you to keep suffering? No. He's the bad guy here. You welcomed death with wide open arms. You turned away from this boy, Dexio. And started to lean forward.
"No!"
Dexio cried out, he wouldn't let you go. Nobody deserves to feel like they needed to die! He grabbed your waist and dragged you away from the cliff. You started kicking, wiggling, struggling against him, but Dexio wouldn't let go. As long as he was here, he wasn't going to let you committed suicide. But then fir the first time in your reaction, you said something.
"JUST LET ME DIE SO I CAN BE REBORN INTO A BETTER LIFE!!!"
Dexio let go, tears falling from his eyes. He was surprised and sad, really sad. You pried yourself away from him and turned around to look at him. He won't understand. He couldn't never understand how you feel. If you die, you can be reincarnated to a good family with good friends Andy a lot less depression and abuse. You needed to go. You met eyes with Dexio. You managed to say a few more words past your emotions.
"I just want a better life."
Dexio looked in your eyes, crying just as hard as you.
"Maybe I can help you!"
You shook your head.
"That's a nice thought, but no."
You turned back to the cliff on route eight. You walked up to it, indignant your smile again. You imagined a happy family. Lots of slibkingsm lots of Pokémon. You imagined two happily married parents. A wife cooking for her family and a husband coming home from work. You imagined happy Pokémon running around the house. You smiled as one last tear left your eye.
Dexio watched you fall. He watched you taken the plunge out of your own free will. He didn't stop you this time. He had no right to. All he could do was watch and cry for you and pray he wasn't the only one who would cry over your death. People had to love you, people will miss you.
Right?
Suicide is never the answer. Believe me when I say that. Things will always get better. Someone will miss you. I swear it.
~Eva
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