It Was Winter When He Left Me || On Hold

Chapter 4 (Revised)

Chapter 4: You Are My Sunshine

After he left I went back to my room to clean the mess I've made. I looked at every picture I picked up and remembered how great those days. And here we go again, 3 years is sooooo... long, imagine that no phone calls, no messages, no communication at all and then he'll just came back like there was nothing happened.

After gathering those 14 pictures and some letters I suddenly noticed that my diary and the gray hoodie I bought for Josh are missing. Where the hell is that freaking diary and that hoodie. Did I lost it?

*Josh*

After I left Elsa gave me a cute notebook and asked me to read that. I lied on my bed and opened the notebook and noticed that it is Timmy's diary.

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February 15, 2015

Dear Diary,

I can't believe that the man I bumped at the mall would be someone special to me. I can't hardly believe that yesterday was our first anniversary. I could still remember how I punched his face when he ruined my hair.

But I haven't seen him today. I came to their house and he wasn't there. I miss him already, wherever he is I hope he won't stay long, I want to see him again.

Is that how it feels when you're in love? Like you have seen him a yesterday and yet you already missed him.

It is already 11: 33 pm and we have classes tomorrow I need to sleep. I hope he will come to school tomorrow.

Goodnight,
Timmy Bear ❤❤

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February 16, 2015

Dear Diary,

Josh didn't showed up to school today and I really miss him so much.

I hope that he would be home tomorrow.

Where did he go?

Worried,
Timmy Bear ❤❤

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February 22, 2015

Dear Diary,

I'm starting to get worried, Josh is still not around.

I miss him sooooo bad.

I'm trying to call him but he's not answering my calls, I even tried to message him but until now there's no response. I even sent an email yet no response.

I asked his friends and they told me that they didn't know the whereabouts of Josh.

I really miss him.

Very worried,
Timmy Bear ❤❤

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March 15, 2015

Dear Diary,

Its been a month since I last saw him.

It looks like he not coming back. I really miss him.

Every night, all I did was to cry and cry and cry. Only Elsa and Anna knows that I was crying every night. I'm glad that mom and dad is still not around or else Josh would be in great trouble.

I'm very thankful that I have my sisters when I'm not feeling okay.

Still hoping and praying that Josh will came back.