MY DAD BASICALLY SAID THAT READING AND WRITING IS WORTHLESS. He said it in a lot more words, but at this point, I don't care to elaborate. He just basically trashed what I plan on doing in the future!
I plan on being an English Teacher with a hobby of a writer. I may not be that good of a writer, but still! And my dad knows what I plan on doing. I though he was supportive!!!
He's, at the moment, yelling at our dog for trying to get on his lap. Today he started his new job, so he might be frustrated or grumpy or WHATEVER but I just can't believe he would do that!
Just in case you were wondering, He told me this after he told me to do more karate and stop playing games on my phone. I told him I wasn't playing games, I was reading and writing, and he becomes a total jackass!!
If he knew I was talking about him like this, I don't even know what he would do, but I just can't handle this anymore!
He acts like some entitled little bitch who gets to treat my mom and I like maids, gets to control my life just because he's my dad, and gets to do nothing but be a hypocrite and play games on his tablet and phone!!! He does go to work, I understand, but my mom and I shouldn't be doing everything around the house. He even did this when he didn't have a job, I don't care if he was searching for one!
It's not just my mom that's the problem, as I've now realised, it's both of them. That's why I can't imagine my life with just one of them, cause they counteract eachother. They both are the problem, but they're also the solution to the other persons problem. If that makes sense.
I know I need to share soon. I will. I just need some time to figure out how. To figure out who to talk to first. To figure out if I should talk to them both at once or one at a time. I will share, I promise, just not right now.
It really helps talking about this on here. When I started writing this, I was mad as hell. But now, I feel more calm. Even if no one reads this anymore, it helps to know that it's out there. This really helps me, whether you read this or not. Thank you. So, so much.
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Rastgelethis is basically me telling you my feelings about our MESSED UP society and other random things going on in my life. I am writing this in 2017 but have no idea when I'm posting it, right now at least! I don't care if you do read this or not, but no...
