Toxic (H.S.)

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^^this will make sense later I promise.

Marlene

I laid in bed and ate a pop tart while Liam and our puppy laid beside me. "What movie is this?" He asked watching as Mr.blonde cuts off the cop's ear.

"Reservoir dogs, baby girl loves action movies." I rubbed my belly.

Liam had been so supportive the last few weeks since Harry was so busy at work. He would come over every day while Harry would put Oliver down for a nap and tell me all the gossip in the office to keep me entertained.

Apparently, he caught Louis and Suzie from the front desk fucking in the supply closet.

I love office tea.

"So what are you planning to name the baby?" I shrugged.

"Harry keeps going back and forth with names and honestly I'm kinda over it." I shrugged. Suddenly Harry walked in and waved to Liam as he passed us to go to the shower.

"Well I'm gonna head out, I'll call you so we can plan a nice dinner for us to all hang out before baby's born."

I hugged him, standing up to walk him out of the house. Once he was gone I came back into the room and into the bathroom to check on Harry.

Just as I was about to open the door I could hear small whimpers coming from inside. I slowly opened the door and looked in to find Harry standing in the shower with his back to me. One hand was on the wall while the other is down...there.

"Are you masturbating?" I said casually making Harry jump slightly and curse. "Huh, I thought I was the only one doing it." He looked embarrassed.

"Um love, I'm sort of- this is my private time." I rolled my eyes.

"Harry, we're married, you've cum on my face for Christ sake." He scoffed. "Fine, have a nice time." I closed the door and walked out. A sense of guilt began to take over at the fact that I couldn't have sex with Harry like normal.

We once had a late night talk about how he had gone months without sex with Emily at a time.

We usually had sex every day, maybe every other day, but it was a lot. I had a high sex drive and Harry was a typical guy who was hot and ready like pizza.

I looked down at my belly and sighed, obviously no sex was doctors orders, but he could make an effort to be romantic and sensual. "You better be as adorable as Oliver," I told my belly. "Well, you will be because you'll look half like me." I giggled and suddenly felt a big kick. I gasped placing my hand on my belly.

I had felt small flutters but never a whole kick. And to be honest, I was emotional. I began crying and holding my belly just as Harry came out of the bathroom in his robe.

He looked at me and sighed. "Baby, if it helps I was thinking about the night with the toys and you-"

"I'm not crying because you jerk off in the shower Harold! Every guy does that, come feel your child kicking."

His eyes widened as he ran over to kneel in front of me. He placed his big hands on my belly and smiled as the baby girl began to push up against his hands.

"Woah, hi baby." He kissed my belly. "Daddy loves you." I smiled gently looking up at him.

I knew it wasn't good for me to have sex with him, I only hoped that this next ultrasound would tell me the low placenta was fixing itself so I can have sex with my husband.

He looked down at me and smiled gently. "I miss you," I whispered to him.

He chuckled sitting beside me. "I'm right here princess." I moved a piece of curly hair out of his face and nodded.