Still You (ZhengKun)

[10] His Past and His Present

Zhengting gulped. Wenjun is staring at him.

“What’s wrong? Is that Unknown still bothering you?” Wenjun asks him and he’s obviously worried.

“U-uh, no. Wait, I have to go to the bathroom.” Zhengting ran to the bathroom with his phone.

“Shit. Not now, please,” He said to himself, he’s panicking. “He can’t see Xukun.”

He was flooded by Xukun’s messages.

From: Xukun

-Zhengting, I know you’re there.

-Why are you not replying?

-I can’t wait to see you~

He received a new message.

From: Xukun

Fine, I’ll just enter your house. I can’t wait.

SHIT. Zhengting cursed as many as he can. His heart is beating so fast. He hurriedly run back to the dining area and his jaw dropped when he saw Xukun.. talking to Wenjun.

“X-Xukun.. What are you d-doing here?” He asks him, as if he doesn’t know he’ll really enter his house. Xukun gave him a smirk.

“I’m sorry for entering without knocking or permission. I didn’t know your BOYFRIEND is here.” Xukun said, emphasizing the word boyfriend with sarcasm.

Wenjun tries to stay calm, he’s not saying anything. The atmosphere inside Zhengting’s house became suffocating. Zhengting didn’t know what to do. It’s like he can’t move.

“I-I’ll just go to the bedroom.” Wenjun said as he walk to the bedroom, leaving Xukun and Zhengting alone. Zhengting don’t actually know why Wenjun left him there with Xukun.

Zhengting grabbed Xukun’s arms and bring him.outside the house. They’re in front of Zhengting’s door.

“What are you doing? Why did you enter my house?” Zhengting asks him but in a low voice.

“I missed you, I want to see you. I didn’t know that Wenjun is here.”

“J-just leave, okay? Stop this. Stop coming here, stop texting me, stop calling me, stop.”

“What if I say I won’t? What will you do?”

“Ugh, Xukun. Please. I don’t want this anymore.”

“Really? You don’t want this?” Xukun held Zhengting’s hands. “.. and this?” He puts Zhengting’s hand on his face. “..or even this?” he made him touch his lips.

Zhengting removed his hands. “X-Xukun, please. I want to have a peaceful life with Wenjun. Just please.”

Xukun smirks. “The moment you responded to my soft kiss, you already know you can’t,” he slightly pushed Zhengting and he’s already leaning on the door. “And are you sure you don’t want this anymore?” Xukun is teasing Zhengting by slowly closing the distance between them. “I know you can’t resist.” He whispered as he reached for Zhengting’s lips.

Zhengting is not pushing Xukun away, but he’s trying his best not to respond to his kisses. But Xukun is indeed irresistible. He lightly bite Zhengting’s lower lip. Damn, this shit is too good to stop, but this can’t be. Zhengting thought.

“A-ah.” Zhengting couldn't help but moan. Xukun smiled between their kisses. But then Zhengting thinks of Wenjun. He used all his force to push Xukun.

“Fuck. Stop. No. Can you j-just leave?” He said to Xukun.

“Fine, I’ll leave. For now. Just for now. Don’t forget what I said. I’ll get you back, in any possible way.” Xukun said and left.

Zhengting is just standing there, he couldn’t believe he let it happen knowing that Wenjun is just there, inside his house.

He came back to his room and found Wenjun sitting on the bed while playing his phone.

“Xukun left already?” Wenjun asks Zhengting calmly. Zhengting feels so guilty. How can he do this?

“Y-yes.” He answers him without looking into his eyes.

“Did Xukun came here already while I was gone?” Zhengting froze. He don’t know what to answer, but then again, he chooses to lie.

“Uhh, n-no. Just now.” Wenjun is just staring at him. Zhengting is shocked when Wenjun just said okay.

Is he not going to ask me more? He finds it suspicious but at least he doesn’t need to explain more. Wenjun stand up and come close to Zhengting and hugged him.. tight.

“I love you so much.” At that very moment, Zhengting’s tears fell down. He’s hurting for Wenjun. He’s guilty.. but he can’t answer.