Apex- AU HS FANFIC

Chapter 39

"Jesus christ." Harry's voice came out hoarse as his eyes widened. I tilted my head as I straddled his waist. The only light that helped us was the lamp that dimly lit the room in the corner along with the moon from the various windows that surrounded the entire floor.

"Baby, I-" He tried to protest but it was too late. His bottom half disagreed with the top when I kissed him. 

"It's okay, I promise Haz. We're the apex. I know you'll be nice to me and, for one of my final gifts to you my love, I give you a piece of my innocence. Don't worry about loosing me baby. All I'm doing is giving you myself. Forever and always." I whispered against his lips and he connected his lips to mine as he laid me down flat on my back, his body positioned between my legs.

"You sure about this?" He asked and I smiled softly.

"It be my honor to give myself for you on your birthday." I whispered and he broke into a stupid grin, working quick to undress himself. He stared at me in my outfit. 

"God, you do look beautiful." I was wearing a red pair of panties and bra that when I spread my legs exposed my lady part to him but had my entire ass exposed to him. The bra was sheer lace so he could get a full view of my body. 

"Am I?" I asked, spreading my legs as he laid back and took in the view. He let out a moan as he saw what I was trying to show him. He bit his lip and stared at me. 

"I want to do so many things to you right now." 

"Do them." 

"I'll hurt you." He let me slip off his boxers. 

"What? You mean your choking kink? I've experimented with common kinks. I looked at porn when I played with myself to see if I would enjoy that and it honestly just made me more horny." I said and his eyes widened.

"Played with yourself?" 

"Mhm. My toys remember?" 

"Fuck! I don't have a condom. Baby you don't happen to have one do you?" He panicked. 

"Birth control. Condoms are in that bag but do whichever makes you comfortable." I pointed to my pill packet and he laughed. 

"Even better. Ready?" He positioned himself between my entrance as I laid down, my weight resting on my elbows as I stared up at him. 

"Yes." I bit my lip as he gripped my waist with one hand, the other gripped the headboard above us. He slid himself inside slowly, we both moaned out. It hurt, I wasn't going to lie but I wanted this. 

"God baby." He leaned down to press a kiss to my mouth as he slid the rest of him in me, I moaned out his name into his lips. 

"Tell me if it hurts and we can stop." He slid himself out again, slowly going back in. My eyes rolled back and my back arched. His hands moved beside my head as he slid himself in and out of me in long, slow, even strokes. 

He was making love to me. It felt amazing. Maybe because we were apex or maybe because it actually felt good. Either way I was enjoying myself, Harry was too. 

His lips explored my body, ripping the cloth from my body, throwing it aside. He did the same with my bottom half to leave me fully exposed, never once did his strokes slow down. 

"Harry." I whimpered, pulling his hair. I was in complete shock at how he could be so selfish than to deny me the pleasure he was facilitating. Now I understood every single girl who still wanted a piece of him till this day. 

"God." He moaned out, thrusting deeper inside of me. His lips left their usual trail of hickeys but this time in random places like my breast, stomach, neck and behind my ears.

"Baby." I arched my back and his arms slipped through the space and kept me in place to press kisses and hickeys on my stomach. 

"Baby." I whimpered and my legs tightened around his body and my hands clawed into his back. I waited for him to come back up and kiss my lips before I placed my own marks onto his neck. I was about to reach my high and let a whimper escape. 

"Baby." I warned and he nodded, pressing a kiss to my lips as he let out a moan. 

"I know." His eyes rolled back as we both climaxed. This was different though. The orgasm was better than any inflicted on myself. It felt stronger. It felt better. It felt overpowering and left me craving more as Harry kissed my lips, laying next to me. 

"You felt it too?" He asked and I nodded, quivering when I put my leg over his torso, laying into his chest. 

"Happy birthday." I hummed and he grinned.

"By far the best gift anybody has ever given me." He sighed heavily. I bit my lip as I looked up at him, he noticed all to quickly. 

"What?" 

"I want more."

"More food or sex?" 

"Sex. Definately sex. I don't want you to make love to me though. I want rough. I want to remember tomorrow." I pouted and his eyes darkened. 

"Baby, do not ask me to do things you do not mean nor understand." 

"I can take it, Haz. You're my apex, you'll know if it's too much. You'll know. You cannot just deny like we didn't have the best orgasm of our lives. Obviously it was the best of mine but I know you felt that too." I sat up, sitting on my knees as I stared down at him. He let out a sigh, sitting up and let his hand rake his face. 

"It was. I felt it. That." He paused as he stood up, grabbing the box of condoms for this time around. "Was the best sex I've had in my entire life and I've had tons of it. Never once did I nut like that or take the risk to get the girl pregnant. You? I don't care. Kids with you would be like presents on New Years. Unexpected but you don't care and love it anyways." 

"I don't want kids now." I pouted my bottom lip as he slid on a rubber. 

"Not now, maybe next year. When you have my last name and we have our lives put together." Oh god, my sweet Harry. It be years before we live our dreams for the tale that happens over the next year is what tragedies are made of. 

My sweet Harry, no matter what occured to me in the years to come, understand none of it was your fault.