Scared

Chapter twenty-two

I'm sorry if i made you cry or upset in the last chapter, but you still love me right? No? Okay. At least my penguin loves me haha

Last chapter my friends aaahh

"You ready?" Luke knocks on my door frame.

"Yeah." I strighten up my gown,"How do I look?"

"Beautiful." He walks over and kisses my lips.

"Stop, I have lipstick on." I laugh, wiping my lipstick stain off his lips.

"Look at you, all grown up." Luke wipes away a fake tear.

"Well look at you." I playfully punch his arm,"You make me proud to say that I'm your best friend and lover."

"Look at Michael." He says,"I'm surprised he's graduating when all he did was sleep during lessons."

"Don't be so mean, Luke. Michael works his ass off too, you know."

"That's so unfair!" He laughs, poking my cheek.

"What?" I laugh with him, poking his stomach.

"You never defend me when Mikey picks on me."

"Love you." I smile,"Now I'll be out in a second, I just need to make a quick call."

Luke nods and leaves my room saying that he'll be in the car, waiting for me.

I sigh and sit down on my bed, looking at the floor.

"Hey, Harry." I look up at the cieling,"I still love you, you know. I just wish you were here today, but I know you'll be watching me and I bet you're so proud. Let's just pray I don't trip whilst I walk up to get my diploma." I laugh, thinking that will happen,"But I miss you, and I know it's for the best. I hope you're living in happiness and dancing with the angels." I smile, knowing he's really happy now that he won't have to deal with a horrible society anymore,"Well, wish me good luck. Love and miss you."

During the graduation ceramony, the principal gave a long speech about teamwork and being proud of us even though we were a tough group to handle.

After that, they called up students to take home their diplomas and certificates that they earned throughout the hard years of high school.

"Ariana Grande-Butera." I quickly shoot up from my seat, nerveously walking down the narrow isle, praying to Harry that I won't trip and mortify myself.

Thankfully, I made it up and got my diploma without failing and walked back to my seat.

A few more names were called and up came Luke.

"Luke Robert Hemmings."

He slowly got up, smiling at the crowd and walking down.

He stumbled on his gown, but not falling on his face, but he nearly tripped off the steps.

"You're such a loser, Luke!" Michael yells from his seat.

Luke gave a hard glare at the purple haired boy, taking his diploma and shaking hands with our principle.

The rest of the names were called and before you know it, the valedictorian, which is Louis, gives his speech then a few more little speeches from other people and we're officially graduated.

~Three Months Later~

The weather was getting a little colder, now that it's almost fall, I throw Harry's sweater.

I pick up the last and heavy box filled with my clothes and place it outside my room.

"That's it." I put my hands on my hips, taking a look at my empty room.

All that's left is my bed and desk and a few posters on my wall that took me forever to decide if I wanted to bring them with me or not.

"Ariana?" Luke comes into my room,"Are those boxes ready to be put in the car?"

"Yeah, I'll meet you outside soon." I kiss my cheek, as he leaves with my boxes.

I walk around my room one last time before heading off the college. I look at my white bed, really going to miss it's comfort.

"Oh I forgot my pillow." I say to myself, lifting up the pillow, where I find a framed photo and me and Harry.

I gently pick it up, remembering that day like it was yesterday.

It was that night of prom where we left early to have our own party. After our little party ended, we cleaned up and watched movies until we fell asleep. But right before we went to bed, I took my polaroid camera out and snapped an adorable picture of Harry kissing my cheek and hugging me pretty close.

Inside the frame, I stuffed in his letter, still folded and clean.

I place the pillow back on my bed, holding the picture instead.

"I miss you so much." I look at his happy face,"I hope we meet again someday." And I can almost hear his voice, assuring me that we will.

I smile, clutching the picture close to my heart, leaving my room and house.

This is it, a new chapter in my life.

"What's that?" Luke asks, stuffing his luggage in the car.

"A picture of me and Harry." I show him the cute photo.

"Adorable." He smiles,"But it's time to go. Ready?"

"More than ever."

Thank you Harry for everything you've done to change my life. Life's gonna be really hard and if I can't smile for myself, I'll smile for you. I'm still sad that you're gone, but it makes me happy that I met you and that you're happy now. You taught me wise words like to never be scared and just try it, which was one of my favourite quotes from you.

I love you so much, Harry.

The End

OHMYGOD aaah! Last and final chapter.. I hope you liked this story, I would consider it a summer story because I started writing this in the summer and now it's the end of summer haha

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Oh, so I've come to the conclusion that I WILL be writing an epilouge and Harry's letter will be published after that... So stay tuned!

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