Dear Ariana,
To start this off, I'm not a very good writer, so please forgive me if this seems bad.
Me doing this has nothing to do with you or Luke or whoever I've met is not the reason I'm doing this. It's me. So please promise me you'll never blame yourself for this, okay?
You see, I've fallen into depression long before I met you and I've tried to commit a few times before, but I was just too scared. I just realised that what's the point of living if I don't have any goals or dreams? What's even the point of living if I can't even be happy. I'm sick and tired of living in a horrible life, but then you came into the picture and I just thought that life is finally giving a source of happiness. But when you told me you were going to collage across the world, everything just fell. I'm very proud of you for getting into a good school, of course, but when you leave, it just feels like everyone else hates me. It only felt like you really loved me, but everyone else didn't even like me.Thats kinda where the depression got worse.
All those times I smiled or laughed, it was most likely because of you. You make me so happy and I never thank you enough for everything you did for me. You were my only source of happiness.
But you, you have so much to live for. Go out and enjoy the world. Keep on chasing your dreams. You'll never be alone. You have Luke, Louis, and all your friends.
You'll also have me.
I may not be there, but you know I'll be in your heart and watching you from the heavens.
I'll never forget the fun times we had, or when I first layed eyes on you. Goodness, you were so beautiful, and you still are.
I'll never forget the stars we wished on and the dreams we shared.
All the secrets we revealed, I'll always keep it sealed.
I'll never forget our song.
The sleepless nights we had and sneaking out, but getting caught in the end.
I'll never forget your smile, your beauty, and every little thing you hated about yourself, I loved to pieces.
I'll never forget us. You made my life so much better, and I'm so grateful for that.
Thank you.
Don't be scared of anything and keep doing what you do.
No matter how hard life gets, it will get better.
I'll will always remember you, and hopefully, you'll always remember me.
I love you so much. Never forget that.
Yours truly,
Harry Styles
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