Her Broken Soul

A happy memory

Melissa POV:

It's been a week that I've been stuck in this stupid hospital. One week full of rumors going around school, piles of homework, shitty food, and Cameron's sleeping face. 

I'm watching Supernatural, and Cameron is at school still for another hour. I keep begging the doctors to let me leave, so i was pretty surprised when Zach came in saying I can leave as soon as Cameron picks me up. 

I get up and dance happily around my room, getting weird glances and earning a few laughs from the nurses that walk by. I sit back on the bed and start thinking about life will be like now that everyone knows I wanted to die. 

An anxiety attack hits me hard, and it feels like i can't breathe. I start crying, and hide under the blankets. I cry harder as I remember my "mom" leaving me. I then worry that I will get thrown back into the system, and be forced to leave Cameron. I keep crying until soon, I'm sound asleep.

I wake up to someone sitting on my bed, and playing with my hair, thats poking out from under the blanket im hidden beneath. I slowly lift the blanket and look at a worried Cameron. I smile softly, and he surprises me by leaning down and kissing my forehead.

Cameron pulls away, smiling and i blush, my face turning scarlett red. He laughs his amazing laugh, and i smile. I hold his free hand, rubbing circles on the back of it with my thumb.

"Hey, you're here already?" I yawn, and sit up.

"Yeah, it's 3:30, lets take you home," he smiles bright and gets my stuff ready, and my mind races back to the fear of having to leave him, he turns around and sooths all of my worries by saying, "you will be living with me from now on ok?"

I nod my head and get up. He finishes paperwork and then we go back to his place, and order Thai food. We put a movie on in his room and cuddle together like old times. 

But I just pray he hasn't noticed the thing that made this different than the old times. My heart, is beating super fast, and i'm too scared to admit why. I snuggle closer and look up at him, and ask, "what is everyone gonna say when i go back to school tomorrow?"

He leans down and brushes the hair out of my face, kissing my forehead, "it will all be fine, I promise." I look at him and then back at the movie and the last thing I remember, is falling asleep smiling.

A/N:

Ayee im back b's! Luv you!