Her Broken Soul

the confession

Cameron's POV:

"I didn't kiss her. She isn't the girl I want," I say before I can stop myself....

My eyes widen in shock as I realize what I just said. Her eyes widen as well, and her nose scrunches up as it always does when she's confused.

I sigh and decide to tell her...

"Melissa, I need to tell you something," I say or more like whisper, scared she'll hate the truth. She nods her head for me to continue, and I do. "I have something to confess, please don't hate me, okay..?"

"I could never hate you, Cameron," she smiles softly, taking my hand and holding it in her small one.

I smile sofly and continue, "Melissa, I've been your best friend for as long as I can remember, we've been thru everything together, good and bad. So many memories too," I take a deep breathe, continue again, "and even though we've had our fights it's what brought us together."

She smiles, and squeezes my hand reasurringly, giving me the strength to continue, "I wouldn't have wanted to be friends with anyone else. You're my best friend and you mean the world to me, but..." Her eyes light up with worry, her grip on my hand tightens. I take a deep breathe and continue, "but for the last two years, I think I've developed something more than our friendship. I've developed feelings stronger than any friendship," I look up from the spot on the floor i was staring at and look at her. I whisper, "I love you Melissa."

Melissa POV:

"I love you Melissa," he whispers, staring into my eyes. My eyes widen in shock, I gasp, one hand covering my mouth. He wipes my cheeks, I didn't even know I was crying. I guess I'm in too much a shock.
He takes My silence as a bad thing and gets up to leave, I cling to his hand and cause him to turn around and look at me. I stare up with begging eyes, and whisper, "wait..."

He sits down and I wipe my tears and take a shaky breath to calm myself so I'm able to speak clearly. I look up into his eyes. I now know what that secret emotion he had in his eyes a few weeks ago when I talked about Taylor..
It was jealousy. And it was cute. I also saw a hint of confusion and worry and pure love. I bite my lip, accidentally getting lost in his eyes.
He clears his throat and I snap out of it and blush hard as I look away. I take a shaky breath, then look at him again.

Then I say something, I hope I won't regret later...

"I love you too Cameron, I think I always have," I say.

His face lights up and his eyes show nothing but love. He wraps me into a tight hug. It's perfect. Calm. I feel safe with him. I wouldn't want it any other way...

If only life could stay this perfect..

A/N:

Hey guys I'm back. Here's a chapter I've been trying to write and probably sounds really rough but I just can't get this part right. Okay anyways it's like 4:30am and I am about to go exploring. Talk later!

#byelovelies