After spring fling. I go home and straight to my room. Lyndsay went with Tobias so they will be staying with Zeke tonight. I can believe she kissed him first can I? But what hurts me is he kissed back. I lay in my bed crying in my pillow. someone knocks on my door.
"Go away." I say muffled by my pillow.
"But I have ice cream and movies." I jump out of bed to find Christina and Lyndsay with a big tub of vanilla ice cream.
"I thought you were at Zeke's with Tobias." I say letting them in my room.
"No I will not stay at a house full of idiots." she says. Christina nods
I change into sweatpants and a tank top and and get into bed. Christina puts in a movie and gets in my bed after. she hands me and Lyndsay a spoon for the ice cream. We eat ice cream and watch movies for the rest of the night untill im feeling better then we go to sleep.
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I wake up with Lyndsay on my back and Christina's leg over mine. I roll Lyndsay off of me and go to the bathroom. I take a shower, brush my teeth and get dressed for school. I decide to wake the girls up with a blow horn Lyndsay punchs Christina and Christina falls off the bed. I fall to the ground laughing. then go down stairs and wait for them. when they are done we go to McDonald's and get some breakfast.
"Lyndsay you wanna get Maci and Javier something." she nods and tells me what to get. I get a bacon egg mcgriddle and Christina just gets a frappé. we get our food and I drop Lyndsay off at school and head off to school myself. Christina and I arrive and we see the whole group there. I don't want it to be awkward so I say hi to everyone then leave to go to 1st block.
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The day went by in a blur and I have homework. music I have to write two songs. art I have to draw a picture of one of my best memories. Spanish I have to translate everything on the page. and that's it. when I get home I start on my songs. one of them is called worse of them. they other I haven't decided on that yet. then I draw my picture. It's when Tobias asked me to the dance. we were looking at the sunset. he had his arms wrapped around my waist and his head on my shoulder. Christina took a picture of it and sent it to me. now its my background on my phone. I really miss him. I miss us together. I want to be in his arms again when we go to bed. and that is when I think of the second song title. forever and never.
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Not Giving up: a Divergent fanfiction
FanfictionThe whole gang are in high school they experience things that any other teenagers experiences through life.
