The next day I walk in school happy. No me and Tobias aren't back together. Its just a random happiness and I like it. I walk in the first and sit besode Christina.
"Whats with you?" I shrug.
"I don't know." she narrows her eyes and stares at me.
"Are you on drugs. are you drinking. tris please tell me you're not becoming a hooker and is actually happy about it"
"Woah. no. NOT a hooker. I don’t think I would be to happy about that. I honestly don't know why im happy I just am." she nods and the teacher walks in.
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the bell rings and I walk out of the class room Tobias comes up to me.
"can we talk? Please." he looks at me with pleading eyes.
"I have nothing to say to you."I say and walk away. Seeing him ruined my happy.
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it is now 4th and I now have music. mrs. McCormick calls my up first to give her the song I will not be singing and sing the one I will be singing. I hand her the papers.
"this is called worse of them." I say and began.
Funny how everytime you push me away
You turn around and you beg me to stay
Cut down by the things you say
It's the beating of, a broken drum
Na, na, nana
Hey, hey
Na, na, nana
Hey, hey, hey
One of these days
You'll push me away
Turn around
It'll be too late
Your love is addictive
I'm trying hard, just to quit it
But you're drowning yourself
You won't catch your breathe
Until you admit it
Is anybody out there?
I'm dying in a nightmare
You've got third degree burns
And now it's your turn
To feel what I, feel, yeah
And if it don't hurt
Then you know what we got
Ain't real
Funny how everytime you push me away
You turn around and you beg me to stay
Cut down by the things you say
It's the beating of, a broken drum
Na, na, nana
Hey, hey
Na, na, nana
Hey, hey, hey
One of these days
You'll push me away
Turn around
It'll be too late
This love is a monster
It's eating me alive
Let go of my hand, you don't give a damn
And it's killing me, inside
You show me no mercy
Take care, did God make a mistake?
Put a hole in your heart
And then you can start
To feel what I, feel
If it don't hurt
Then you know what we got
Ain't real, yeah
Funny how everytime you push me away
You turn around and you beg me to stay
Cut down by the things you say
It's the beating of, a broken drum
Na, na, nana
Hey, hey
Na, na, nana
Hey, hey, hey
One of these days
You'll push me away
Turn around
It'll be too late
Where will you go
When you refuse
My benevolence
It's funny how everytime you push me away
You turn around and you beg me to stay
Everytime you push me away
You turn around and you beg me to stay
Cut down by the things you say
I've had enough
Where will you go
When you refuse
My benevolence
Funny how everytime you push me away
You turn around and you beg me to stay
Cut down by the things you say
It's the beating of, a broken drum
Na, na, nana
Hey, hey
Na, na, nana
Hey, hey, hey
One of these days
You'll push me away
Turn around
It'll be too late.
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It's the end of the day. I walk to my car and go home. I don't plan on doing anything tonight just laying around the house and eat ice cream and watch movies.
"TRISSS!" one voice say.
"TRISSY! "another voice say.
Zeke and Uriah. Oh god please help me. they both come running at from different directions
"Uhhh Guys. we cant squish tris. or can we a least try not to." they are still running at me. I close my eyes and the both embrace me. I groan.
"There they are." Shauna says.
"Guys what are you doing to tris." Marlene says. they look at each other then me then to them.
"whats it look like." Uriah says.
"looks like you two are squashing her." I look to them and nod my head. they pull them off me.
"so what's little miss tris doing."
"pizza. movies. ice cream. sleep. And thats all I want to do." I say and continue walking to my car and go home.
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Not Giving up: a Divergent fanfiction
FanfictionThe whole gang are in high school they experience things that any other teenagers experiences through life.
