Not Giving up: a Divergent fanfiction

Chapter 30: Tris

(6 weeks later -.- pretty much 1month.)

Today is the last day of school. Yay! I can get out of that hell hole for a couple months. I get out of bed feeling sick. I run to the bathroom and make it just in time to throw up in the toilet. I sit by it in case I have to again which I do. I take a shower and brush my teeth and use mouth wash. Lyndsay and Tobias comes in my room. Lyndsay isn't going to school today because she is going to Tobias's graduation.

"Trisssss. someone need he- are you okay you don't look so hot." Lyndsay says.

"yea im fine" I say putting on a fake smile. I feel sick again and throw up again.

"Tris you should stay home." Lyndsay says worriedly. I shake my head.

"No I have friends that are graduating today. I wanna be there." I say "for them."

Tobias turns his head like hes trying to understand something.

"Tris what did you eat last night?" he ask.

"ummmm. Chicken Alfredo."I say "from Olive Garden. Why?"

"its strange. its your favorite. you never got sick I took to Olive Garden nor when I brought you some back." he says.

"can we just let me get dressed so we can go. I dont feel like wondering why Im throwing up." I say and point to the door. they leave and I get dressed. im in a floral dress that stops about mid thigh and wedges. I don't bother with make up but im pretty sure if Christina sees me she will make me put some on. I brush my teeth again leave my hair natural. then leave my room and go down stairs.

"Tris Tobias needs help with his tie."Lyndsay says. I nod and tie his tie. W hen im done I pat it twice then walk away.

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we get to the school and I see the group in the front. 

"helllooo" I say

"Oh god its random happiness day again?" Christina says. 

"Ha ha." I sarcastically laugh. "no its last day in this hell hole and we get to be out for 3 months yea im happy about it."

"point taken." she shrugs. "and we need to get some makeup on that face. you look sick."

"we told her to stay home. she got sick at home." Tobias says. "she said she wanted to come."

"well damn Tris" a voice says. I know it to well. I groan and turn to face him. Colten.

"what the frick do you want." I say.

"you."

"well too bad cant have me."

"dont see a reason why. I mean you are single now aren't you." he says looking at Tobias.

"yes. I am. but what makes you think I will take back a lying cheating man whore like you. 2 years Colten 2 mother fricken years. you messed up. I don’t date cheaters. " I say. Then that's when it happens.  I threw up on someone. 

"WHAT THE HELL"

"my body told me it hates you. thats its way of telling you to fuck off." I say bent over my hand on my knees.

"remind me to not make you hate me."Uri says. I just laugh.

" bathroom I go. Chris ya gonna  put make up on me?"

she nods and we are on our way.

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Lauren, Zeke and Shauna have gotten their diplomas then they call Tobias up. He's valedictorian so he has to give a speech.  he walks up shakes the principals hand  gets his diploma and walks to the podium. half way through his speech I start to feel sick again. I try to hold it down but its not working to well. I can't hold it back any longer so I get up and walk out to go to the bathroom.  I make it just in time.  when I'm done I walk back to the auditorium. And I missed most of his speech. then he looks at me right in the eye as he says, "I love you. And im not giving up on us. giving up isn't an option for me." I  wonder what he said before that. and there goes that sick feeling again.

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"TRIS! "Christina runs in the bathroom.

"So a little birdy told me what happened after the dance. sooooo." she says handing a pregnancy test.  "uhhh"

"Take it. this could be why you're throwing up. "

"Fine. " I say and take it from her. I walk in the stall and and pee on the stick. when im done I walk out of the stall we wait for what seem like for ever till Christina’s watch timer goes off.

" I dont wanna look. you do it." I say . Christina picks up the test.

"EVEN THOUGH IM NOT BLOOD IM GOING TO BE AUNTY CHRISSY."she screams. 

"really?" she nods smiling and passes me the test.

well damn. is all I can think. I wash my hands and walk out with the test I pull Tobias to the side and show it to him. he looks from me to the test.

"Really?" I nod. he pulls me into a hug and kisses my head.

"We will get through it together." I pull back and shake my head.

"I not sure I fully forgive you yet."

"Doesn't matter. I will be there for you and our baby." he says I nod and he pulls me back into his embrace.  this has certainly been an interesting last day.