I Love You, But You? (Jeffmads/Hamburr)

How do you know ?

* Wednesday *

Alexander POV

I feel bad, my head hurts me horribly.

Why ?

I remember drinking too much.

I remember going to the bathroom and ...

"Alexander, are you ok?" Who he is?

I look towards the door always lie down. Aaron? He brought me back?

I shake his head.

"Have you drunk too much?" I force myself to nod. He is laughing.

"I left you alone not long ago and now you had already got drunk," He says with a smile.

"I'm going to get you aspirin, you must have a horrible migraine." I nod. He gets out of my room by closing the door.

I decide to go to the bathroom to look at myself on the mirror. I have dark circles under my eyes. I look at my neck. What is that??? I see a hickey on my neck.

Everything comes back to me, John kissed me, he left me that mark and brought me back here.

I cry in the bathroom. I didn't want to do that.

tock! tock!

I dry my tears and open the door.

"Hold your goblet." I take it. I was about to drink it, but Aaron told me something before.

"Drink slowly." I follow his instruction before returning the drink.

"Lie on your bed. You better tell the professor that you will not go to school today." He says, taking my hand. I sit on my bed and shake my head.

"But Alexander, you must." I cross my arms.

"Okay, ok, but don't move. I'll make you some coffee, " He says.

"Thank you," I say shyly.

"You're welcome." He leaves, closing the door behind him. I love him so much. He takes care of me. I made the worst mistake of my life. I should not have drunk so much.

"Alexander, I have your coffee." I drink it slowly. When I finish drinking, Aaron asks me a question that surprises me.

"You have a hickey? John went a bit hard, " He muttered the last sentence. How he knows that it was John who did this to me?

"How do you know John did that to me?" He looks away and takes my drink.

"Someone told me, but at the same time it doesn't surprise me about John. He loves you very much. Just watch him. When you're next to him, he keeps staring at you. We could see hearts in his eyes. Basically you go out with him. I'm happy for you, " He says. John really loves me ?? !! He noticed that John loves me, but not that I love him. I love you Aaron and no one can change that. I shake my head.

"We don't go out together, but who told you?" He looks around several times. I'm sure it was this person who took my picture with John.

"I can't tell you." He gets up. I grab his hand. He looks at me confused and a little scared.

"I...I just wanted to tell you I'm not in love with John." I blush and let go of his hand. He smiles at me and nods.

"We have 30 minutes left, we can go to school together, when you're ready, if you want." I smile at him. He is already ready, but I must change myself. I get up to get stopped by Aaron.

"Wait for me, I'll heal your mark. It will not heal directly, but it will be a start. " He doesn't leave long, because he arrives with a bag of ice.

"Show me your mark." He says. It bothers me, but I show him. He puts the bag on my neck. I moaned softly at the feeling of cold on my neck.

"If the cold is unbearable, you can tell me."

"Okay." After 9 or 10 minutes, he removes the bag.

"I'll let you get dressed." I nod. He shut the door.

*10 minutes later*

"I'm ready," I say. I put a scarf around my neck to hide my wound.

"Good idea and pretty scarf," He says with a smile. I'm blushing.

"Tha... thank you." He takes my hand and we go to school together. All the way I keep thinking about what I did with John. How ... what am I going to do? What am I going to tell him? I shake Aaron's hand and blush. I decide to ask him a question that keeps tormenting me.

"Aaron, James is your boyfriend?" He has a mixed look in answering me.

"No. Just friend. " I nod and shake his hand.

You are so beautiful Aaron.

He looks at me with a smile.

"Thanks you too. You're really nice and beautiful, I love how you do your hair, " He says looking at me with his pretty eyes.

FUCK !!! I spoke aloud ??? !!!

"Th...Than... thank you." I blush. I'm sure I look like a huge mess of blushing.

"Alexander?"

"Y...Yes?" I say shyly look at the floor

"We are at school. Can you ...let go of my hand? "He asks hesitantly. I nod and blush with shame. I let go of his hand.
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"Bye Alexander!" He says as he went to his locker.

"Bye Aaron," I say, smiling.

If I tell him I love him, will he stay with me? After what I did at the party. I will do everything to prove my love to him. EVERYTHING!!!

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