I Love You, But You? (Jeffmads/Hamburr)

He has already forgotten me.

James POV

After class, I go for a walk with Burr. We before talking about everything. After a while I start worrying about Thomas. I may have gone a little hard. I decide to talk to Ronnie about it. He always knows what to do in difficult situations. He advised me to talk to him softly and not abruptly, as I usually do. When he will calmed down I could do it.

Walking to my dormitory, I made myself a lot of reflections. I did too much, but I think he will forgive me. I think I could have a relationship with him.

Near the door of my dormitory I hear some noise coming from it. I open the door and see Thomas with a girl. He kisses. I start to smile. I did well to not get close to him, he already left me for another. Basically he deceived me just because he believes that Ronnie loves me. I didn't notice that Thomas saw me, I just give him a smile and close the door softly. Thomas had a look full of regret.

Thomas POV

"Is there something wrong?" Sally asks, putting her arms around me. It reminds me of James.

"Sally I made a mistake, I don't love you and I'm in love with ...." She takes off her arms to give me a slap.

"You haven't changed, you always had all the girls you want and you throw them like an old trash." She leaves. Shutting the door.

James POV

I take my phone is calling Ronnie to ask him if I can sleep in his dormitory.

"Why do you want to come? Are there any problems with Thomas? "He asks worriedly.

"No, it's just that he's busy kissing a girl, I do not want to disturb him." I say sarcastically.

"Okay, you can come, anyway, Alexander is gone, I don't know where he can be. Basically he's not here, " He says.

"Cool!"

I hang up and join Aaron's apartment.

I open the door and see that he is sitting reading a book.

"Jaja! How are you? "He drops his book, gets up and come to me.

"I knew it. I knew that Thomas isn't trustworthy when we talk about relationships." I say angrily. He pats my head.

"Don't think about it anymore," He says softly.

"No! You don't understand! That means he's already leaving me for another." I says, pushing Aaron away.

"Sorry I'm sorry I did not want to..." I say panicked of my action.

"Its fine. Calm down and everything will be fine." He says patiently, smiling at me. I do what he told me and it works. I put my bag on the floor.

He goes to his room to give me his pajamas. I shake my hands to say "no," but he insists so much that I just accepted. I go in the bathroom puts on his pajamas. When I go out I see him with blue pajamas.

"You can sleep in my bed and me on the couch," he said with a smile.

"No, you should be able to sleep on your own bed." I say uneasily. He shakes my head is insisting again.

"Make me happy." He says. I nod, reluctantly.

"Why don't you sleep in Alex's room?" I ask.

"Because it's Alexander if he sees that I'm sleeping on his bed, he's going to kill me." He says as if it seems obvious. I nod, laughing.

"Good night Jaja." He says, lying on the couch and quickly putting on his blanket.

"Good night Ronnie." I say, going to his room.

Thomas POV

I leave my dormitory discreetly to smoke.

It's been so long since I no longer smoke. James is just hurting me, but I don't know if he's doing it on purpose. I breathe a last cloud of smoke and return to my dormitory.

I see that James is still not here, I decide to call him. I see he doesn't answer me, I put my phone on the bedside table. I take off my clothes and stay in my boxers. I lie on my bed. I can't sleep, I keep thinking about James smiling when he saw me kissing Sally. I don't know what that means. He thinks I'm in a relationship with her? He thinks that .... no I don't understand. I'll talk to him tomorrow. And Aaron ... I'll tell him that James is mine. I hope James will forgive me. I'm an idiot.

I start crying. I do not know how I get to sleep, but I fall asleep thinking of James.

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