I Love You, But You? (Jeffmads/Hamburr)

He left

James POV

"I think..." I stop.

"No. You're right, " I say. He smiles at me. I sigh.

"But...and if you were wrong and he does not want to apologize?" I ask. He smiles.

"I never was not wrong," Aaron says before leaving for Hamilton's room.

I sigh. I touch the plaster that is on my cheek.

I must see him.

I'm going out of Aaron's dormitory. During my trip, I wonder what Thomas can invent as an excuse.

I'm in front of the door. I touch the wrist. My hand is shaking a little.

I sigh and open the door and shut it behind me.

"J...James," Thomas says. I am watching him. His eyes are red. He must have cried.

Why is he crying? The one who has suffered the most is me.

"Jefferson," I say, crossing my arms, giving him a cold look. He gets up.

"I...I'm so sorry, James for what I did to you," He says.

"You took time to apologize," I say in the same tone.

"I....I...Aaron told me..."

"Did Aaron have to beg you to apologize?" I ask. He shakes his head.

"I...I'll tell you everything," He says. I sigh and nod.

"The day I told you I'll stay longer at the schoo...."

"Yes, the day you hit me," I roll my eyes. . He grimaces and swallows. I know I went strong, but I'm really pissed off.

"I...I came earlier than expected....and I heard you talking about someone with Aaron...and I thought you had made fun of me, so... "

"You hit me because you thought I was laughing at you ??? It's stupid, " I say. He shakes his head

"I...you said you used him...and I thought you said you used me," He says. Tears fall from his eyes. I'm trying to rethink that moment.

"Of course not. Eww! I pretended to be able to handle it, "

I remember. I look elsewhere.

"I know you may not be able to forgive me today or tomorrow, but can you come back to our dormitory?" Asks Thomas. I sigh and touch my cheek where there is my plaster.

"I'm so sorry. I hurt you, I hurt you...I... do not deserve you, but I can not stop thinking about you, I need you, " He says sadly, his cheeks turn red. He puts his face in the palm of his hands.

I do not know what to do.

He hit me.

I don't like it.

I still feel a little pain on my cheek.

"I...I have to go," I say quickly before leaving my dorm.

Thomas POV

He left.

I ruined everything.

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