I Love You, But You? (Jeffmads/Hamburr)

Allergy???

James POV

* While Thomas is gone *

I go back to my room so I can't see Thomas's face anymore.

I decide to call Aaron, to ask him something I forgot to tell him.

"Hello?" He says.

"Why didn't you tell me that Thomas is a smoker !!!!!" I shout at him, but in a way that Thomas doesn't hear me.

"He was. He's not smoking now." He says calmly.

"Well he started again !!!! And I almost made a crisis again !!!!!! " I always say in the same tone.

"He started again ???? He asks surprised.

"Yes," I say firmly.

"When did he smoke?" He asks.

"First say, why didn't you tell me Thomas is smoking? !!!" I say, wanting an answer.

"..." I know that when Aaron insists on an answer he doesn't say anything unless it's urgent. I sigh and answer him.

"I don't know, maybe this morning" I say reluctantly.

«Mmmh.» He says.

"What does that mean Mmmh ?!?! "I ask, screaming.

"Thomas smokes when he is depressed. Maybe hearing him say that I love you, demoralized him." He says calmly. I think and it's true that people smoke to feel better.

"Ok, now why y..."

"If you want to know why I didn't say anything, it's because I didn't
want you to have a native picture of him." He says. I calm down a bit and nod, even if he can't see me. It's true that I don't like people who smoke and if I knew he was smoking I might not even have become friends with him.

"I'm sure he's blaming himself." He says.

"It's good, I just wanted you to answer my question. Bye " I say once calm.

"Bye." He says. I'm hanging up. And get out of my room to see that there is no one in the living room. Maybe he's in his room. I go to the kitchen, make a sandwich and eat it quickly. After finishing I put my plate in the lever.

I sit on the couch and look at pictures and stop on one. It's Aaron, Thomas and me. I smile while looking at her.

Returning to the present

I go to my room and think. I hit him and he gives me a bouquet of flowers ... I don't understand it. Maybe he wants to make me feel bad because I wanted to trap him ?

Looking at the bouquet, I start thinking about my grandmother. She liked gardening. I often helped her with the flowers even if I could not stand their contacts. It is thanks to her that I discovered my love for plants. I started taking my medicine properly just to be able to water the plants with her.

My thoughts were cut off.

"ACHOO !!!" I sneezed ??? I start to look at the flowers. I completely forgot that I am allergic and that I didn't take my medication against pollen !!! I run into the bathroom and look at myself on the mirror.

My eyes are red and itchy and my nose is flowing. I take a tissue, I blowing my nose, I take my medicine (pellets) and run in the kitchen to take a glass of water to take with my sedatives.

"James ??!!" Says a worried voice. I turn my face and see Thomas worried. Maybe he gave me a bouquet because he knew I'm allergic and ...

I feel arms around me squeeze me.

"I'm so sorry for giving you her flowers, I should have remembered that you're allergic to them. I...I'm really so...sorry..." He says. Is he crying ??? He squeezes me near him. I feel it tremble. I think it's me who doesn't understand anything. He gave me bouquets of flowers and he told me touching words to prove without love. Maybe he really loves me ... But after what he did to me ... I don't know.

I put my arms around him hesitantly. I feel he stopped shaking.

I move away from the hug and return to my room without looking at him. I close the door. Why my heart beats quickly. Maybe I have another crisis?

I look at the bouquet that I left on my bed and I see that there is a letter on it.

I take it and read it.

Hedgerose: I will always love you!

Daffodil: I miss you too much.

Lilac purple: My heart belongs to you.

Lily: My feelings are pure

Eyelet: My love is sincere and ardent.

He wrote the names of the flowers and their definition. It's so nice of him......WHAT AM I SAYING !!! My face is warming up. I read the letter again and there is the definition of a flower that catches my eye. "I will always love you."

My face is getting hot and my heart keeps beating strongly. It's the first time I feel like that. Maybe I'm getting sick of an illness I don't know ???

My phone vibrates. I take it And answer.

"Hello? " I ask.

"JAMES WHERE ARE YOU??!!" Aaron asks me, screaming.

"in my dormitory, why..."

"WHAT??? YOU'RE FORGOTTEN THAT WE MUST GO TO SCHOOL ??? !!! "asks Aaron.

"SHIIIIIIIIIIT!!! WHAT TIME IS IT??!!" I ask. After he tells me the time, I hang up and get out of my room at full speed. I call Thomas?

"THOMAS ???? !!!!" I call with strength. I'm close to the door.

"Yes?" He asks shyly.

"WE SHOULD GO TO SCHOOL !!!" I take her hand and we quickly get out of our dormitory.

We will run to school. Aaron is running towards us.

"James, I already told you not to run." Aaron says. He begins to search my bag. I am so exhausted that I can't speak. He hands me my medicine. I take it promptly and use it at the same time, he makes me rounds. It's true that doing rounds helps me relax.

"What time is it?" I ask again exhausted after the race I just made.

After he tells me the time, I hit him on the head.

"You purposely made me come by giving me a wrong hours ??!!!" I ask him by holding him by the collar and shaking him in all directions.

"What's going on?" Asks Thomas. I'm leaving Aaron exhausted.

"I gave him a wrong time to see if he would come with you."

Thomas POV

I start to blush.

"Don't do that anymore, okay?" Jemmy asks Aaron. Aaron shrugs and James and he starts laughing.

I wish I could laugh with James. He still has not told me if he forgives me for what I did. I told him he does not have to tell me, but it keeps me inside.

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