I Love You, But You? (Jeffmads/Hamburr)

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* Wednesday *

Thomas POV

I wake up with difficulty. I sit on my bed and scratch my head. I'm going to the bathroom. I take my shower and all the trimmings.

I wake up to see that James is not in the living room. I go to the kitchen. Nobody. I go to the door of his room. I knock and call his name. He does not answer. After several shots. I decide to open the door. Nobody. I close the door.

I go to all places. Where can he be?

I sit on the couch and collapse. Where is he ???

The door opens. I turn to see James exhausted. It does not inspire and expire properly. I take him in my arms.

"Thomas," He says, trying to catch his breath. I walk away a little, but he goes quickly to his room.

When he comes, James has a regular breath.

"Tommy!! The next time you see me breathing like that, let me take my medicine." Says James rolling his eyes.

I approach him and give him a hug.

"Tommy, did you listen to me??" ask James.

"Yes."

"But...Tommy, I sweat!!" Says James, trying to get away. He fails.

"I don’t care." I say.

"Don’t do that anymore." I say.

"What???" asked James.

"I thought you were gone....I looked for you in everything room and I didn’t find you." I say.

"Tommy, you are tall, but too sensitive." Says James. I blush.

"You too would be worried, if I were not there." I say.

Silence.

"James !!!!!" I say, being disappointed with him. He's laughing.

"What??? I did not say anything, " He says, shrugging his shoulders. I pull out his tongue. He smiles at me.

"I'm going to go shower," James says as he left. I go to the kitchen and make lunch quickly.

James POV

In the shower

I sigh.

I did not forgive what he said. I just want to...stay with him and I do not want him to feel bad.

I sigh and continue to wash.

Thomas POV

I finished preparing the table. I sit on my chair. I take my phone. This situation reminds me of something. I go on Facebook and I click on Aaron's profile. I go down quickly by going as low as possible.

I see a picture of Maria, Aaron and James.

Aaron and James have known each other for a long time....but....Maria ????

I'm thinking. I look at other pictures quickly.

"Poppet Tommy, what are you doing?" Asks James.

I quickly remove and sneak Facebook.

"Nothing, look," I say, showing him my phone. I know he does not believe me, but he nods.

"Thanks, Tommy for lunch," James says.

"You're welcome," I say. I'm thinking.

"And James ???" I say. He groans.

"What?" I ask him.

"You're going to ask me a question, AGAIN !!!!" James says with a laugh. I'm blushing.

"What do you want, darling ?" Asks James.

"Have you known Maria for a long time?" I ask her. James looks confused.

"Uh...why are you asking me this question ??? It's going to help you for what, that I know her or not Maria for a long time ???? " Asks James drinking his hot chocolate. I look elsewhere.

"I'm not going to tell you all the people I knew before you, Tommy," He says. I sulk. He sighs.

"Ok, Ok, I've known her for a long time, yes. Now stop making that head, "James says. I smile at him.

"Thank you," I say, smiling. He rolls his eyes.

"James...but really why you do not want me to know you anymore." I ask him. He groans.

James POV

Why must he always ask questions ????? Chance that Aaron helped me calm down. He tells me how to behave when I am frustrated.

"Thomas, why are you talking about this again ??? You're just insisting. " I ask him. Thomas grimaces.

"I just want to know you better, to know how to behave with you," He says. He is too kind. I sigh.

"Thomas, many people have made mistakes in the past that he prefers to forget. And I'm part of it, " I say, eating my cereal.

Thomas looks at me with curious eyes.

"You understand ???" I ask him. He hesitates, but nods.

"Now do not ask me about my past again, Tommy, okay?" I ask.

"I'll try," He says disappointed.

"Don't make that head," I say. He keeps on. He begins to sulk.

"Anyway, I will not say anything, Tommy," I say.

"LOL !!! You MUST do it, not try it, do it, "I say.

"It's good, it's good," He says. I roll my eyes. Why must he be so insistent.

* Time skip * * After eating and after school *

Thomas POV

I take James in my arms. He does nothing.

"Why are you doing this?" Asks James. I laugh and squeeze him harder.

"Because I love you," I say. James still does not do anything.

"Poppet Tommy, you're the worst liar I've ever seen." I laugh.

After a moment, he takes me in his arms as well. I smile.

"I love you," I say.

"I know," He says.

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