I Love You, But You? (Jeffmads/Hamburr)

Blame himself

* Friday *

Thomas POV

I don't know what to do, he doesn't want to see me any more, to talk to me anymore, to feel me any more.... what should I do ???

He wakes up before me to not eat at the same time as me. I noticed that his leg is better. He is sitting on the couch and I am sitting on a chair in the dining room.

He reads his book. And I eat.

Ring! Ring!

"Hallo???"

"What?"

"Yes, I love you, but..." James says. I feel bad. He loves someone else.

"Mom....I don't want to," He says. I sigh with relief. He talk only to his mother.

"I'll do it maybe or... never," James says, laughing.

"Okay," He smiles and rolls his eyes.

"Bye," James says. He hangs up. He sighs. He gets up and goes to his room. He returns with his school bag.

He leaves???

"James, don't you leave too soon?" I ask him. He doesn't answer me and slams the door. He's still mad at me.

* Time skip * * recreation *

At school, James ignores me and stays with Maria and Aaron. And after a while, Lafayette goes to him and talks to him. I clench my teeth.

They laugh together. It's true that I do not like James staying with other people, but Lafayette...I feel like he loves James.

I see him stroking James' head. James smiles. I shake my hand in a fist. I don't want anyone to touch my Jemmy.

I wanted to go, but I drop the idea. James would not appreciate.

* Times skip *

James and Aaron leave quickly. I notice that Alex looks badly at James. I believe that he too can no longer have this strong friendship.

I am coming back home. My father is not here yet. I go to the room and do my homework.

* Times skip *

I finally finished my homework.

I can't stop thinking about what I said to James. He does not like when we resist him and rehashing the past.

But why???

I sigh. I wish I could kiss him again, cuddle him....but he wants us to take a break.

I would like to talk to him.

I hope he will forgive me quickly.

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