I walked across an empty land. I knew the pathway like the back of my hand.
I'd done this many times before, but alone. By now, I could walk this with my eyes closed.
I felt the earth beneath my feet. Sat by the river and it made me complete.
The path led to a river, which if you crossed it, there was a large field that held lavender randomly. I loved the view. It was peaceful and I was able to think.
Oh simple thing, where have you gone? I'm getting tired and I need someone to rely on.
Being miserable is not fun, especially if the person you love is kept up in prison. It's been such a long time and I don't know if he's ever going to come back.
I came across a fallen tree. I felt the branches of it looking at me.
There's this tree that's dead, yet the only sign of life is the heart with S + M carved into it. That day was such a long time ago and I'm surprised it still looks like it was done yesterday.
The words on the thick branch taunted me, reminding me that I'd probably never see him again.
Is this the place we used to love?
I remember the day I showed him this place. It was summer and warm. He loved it the moment I brought him here, and him loving it made me love it even more.
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Before I'd even come here for the first time, I'd dreamt about a utopian area for a long time. It was such a beautiful place that it had to only be a utopia. No normal place could be this beautiful.
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
I can't wait for him. I'm forty years old and I cannot rely on him any longer. But I can at least try.
And if you have a minute, why don't we go? Talk about it somewhere only we know?
It was our place. No one else knew about it. We could do whatever without anyone bothering us. We could talk about anything, from obscure to literally anything else.
This could be the end of everything.
The day before he went to prison, we went to the river and sat talking. It didn't matter what we spoke about. It was the end. He knew he was leaving.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in. I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
He wouldn't talk to me. Why would he abandon someone he loved? I don't get it.
So why don't we go somewhere only we know?
I miss him way too much. I don't know what I'd do without him.
Somewhere only we know.
No. He can't be dead. I don't believe it. I don't want him to be dead. I love him. He can't be dead. He can't. Why?
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oof this was short and sad. i got the idea for a oneshot ft this song from an adventure time edit, so i listened to the full song and wow. it upsets me.
i've put it at the top so you can listen.
btw this is my 1st songfic so pls be gentle. i tried. also, i left repeating lyrics ou bc who needs to have repeated lyrics when stuff has already been written? not me.
i'm working on a oneshot that'll be out eventually. idk how long i want it.
yeh, vote & comment. bye!
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2Doc Oneshots
Fanfiction• a collection of oneshots involving 2DxMurdoc • includes: angsty shit, gayness • enjoy • unless stated, all are written by me • highest ranking: #1 in fluffandangst completed: 12 september 2019
