Fight

P. Six

LUNA
'Nobody wants to puzzle this amazing puzzle of clouds with me. I need someone, I can't finished this by myself!' I film the puzzle pieces on the floor and the outcome, how it's showed on the box. 1000 pieces. I though I challenge myself. I love puzzles it makes me think, but not really hard thinking. I post the short video in my story and then continue the puzzle.

The doorbell rings through my music. Who's that? I jump up and walk over to the white door, look through the little whole. For Daniel I open the door. 'Hi.' I smile at him. Still holding on to the door handle. 'G'day. How is your puzzle going?' My smile grows a little. Came he to help? 'Are you going to help me?' I sign he can come in with my hand. 'Yeah you sounded so helpless on insta.' I giggle. I close the door. 'Thank you. Do you want something to drink?' 'Water please.' Quickly I grab my own glass to refill and fill two glasses with water. I hand Daniel his glass and take a couple of sips out of mine. 'How is your injury doing?' I sit down on the ground, next to Daniel. I look at my pretty much healed wound. 'Good. The stitches are coming out tomorrow, exited but also not.' Getting those pulled out isn't a pleasure. 'My doctor wasn't happy when I got it checked after the race, he knows what I do, so not my fault.' He chuckles. But really tho I can't help I need to move my leg.

My arm is getting tired, from leaning on the floor, keeping myself up. 'Let's take a brake, my head is hurting.' I change my sitting position into resting my back on the floor, lying. Like I do allot on this floor. 'You're head is hurting? Are you thinking to much?' I turn my head to the right, looking at Daniel, who's smiling at me. 'Yeah. I'm worrying too much about a puzzle piece is not fitting.' I make up. He softly chuckles. I look at my boring white ceiling. 'It's good I'm here with you, I did half this thing.' I shake my head, sitting back up. 'That's not true, you did like 15 pieces.' He chuckles. What makes my softly smile. He's so cute. 'Just 15?' I nod. 'I think you forgot the 0.' I raise my eyebrows and shrug. 'Not really, I mean it would say the same 015. 15 pieces.' He laughs louder. His laugh is so amazing. Something I wanna hear all day. 'Well if that's all I did, I think you're better off without me.' He slowly starts to get up. I grab his hand, when he's about the stand. 'No! I need you, please.' I smile. But he already sits back down. 'Because you're bragging.' Smiling I shake my head. With the hand I was holding Daniel's I casually reach over Daniel to grab a piece of puzzle. 'You can also just ask.' I could, but he would grab the wrong one. When I'm sitting back normal, I fit the pierce. And it fits. I was looking for that one. I feel eyes staring at me. I look at Daniel, who's looking at me. I'm so in love with his brown eyes, getting lost in them so fast. Slowly I see his face coming closer. His eyes move down for a second but then meet mine again. Are we going to kiss? Nerves rush through my body. Just before his lips touch mine I close my eyes. A weird feeling going on in my stomach.
I bite my lower lip, softly smiling after pulling back from our passionate kiss. We just kissed. Daniel and I. Fuck. I look down at the puzzle. I don't know if this was the smartest thing to do. And I like him, but he can't know that. Nobody can know. My small crush started last year when we met for the first time. He's 6 years older than me, age is just a number and 6 isn't that much. But it's a thing where people are going to talk about for sure. But he's so handsome. Forget it Guusje. This is a one time thing, one time only. I open my mouth to say something, but I don't know what to say.

Shawn Mendes fills my ears as I'm thinking about way too much at once. Staring into the outside world, into blackness with some light. Is there a certain time where everyone has their light out when it's night? For sure not, there is always a light shining on the night side of the world. The street light are always on but the houses, is there a time when all those lights are off? It got so awkward after the kiss. Both didn't know what to say, we just continued puzzling. It still isn't finished, but I'm gonna finish it tomorrow. I really don't know what do. With the kiss. I should just forget about it, act like nothing happened between us. But it's going to be so hard! I like Daniel. I don't know if it's the other way around. I hate myself so much! I'm also scared. What if he touches me, my thoughts will probably go straight to two years ago. I wanna forget about it, but it's so fucking hard. I still don't feel like the old Guusje. And I don't know if that's ever going to happen. I hope. I don't wanna be scared anymore. But I know I'll forever be a little scared of men. Don't think my fear will fully go away. It's hard in a "male" sport. Surrounded by man, almost every weekend. But I know who I can trust. I'll get a weird feeling if I don't trust the situation, I've had them before. But most people I know now and have some sort of bond with. But it's getting allot easier lately. This year was way better than last year. I've stalked most people I'm working with on the internet, just so I knew what kind of people they are. Not creepy. It's just an assurance for me.