Fight

P. Twenty

LUNA
I look at Lewis who's looking at his phone. Why does he annoy me so much? Lewis is a good driver and a nice person, but right now he's just irritates me. 'You wanna talk about what happened on Monday?' His personal assistant asks. I nod. Sophia and she already talked to each other, but clearly someone didn't listened.
'Can you tell him he needs to put his phone away?' I ask.
'Why don't you ask me myself?' He places his phone on the table. He is such a dickhead.
'Because you don't fucking listen.' Sophia places her hand on my leg, wanting me to calm down. I'm not yelling, yet. I'm still talking pretty calm, but on the inside I'm screaming. I sit up in the chair and lean my lower arms on the table, that's separating us. 'I have no feelings for you Lewis. You kissed me that night, I'm fine with that, I don't care, it's just a kiss. We can forget that it happened, but telling that that wasn't you is just fucking bullshit.' He just looks at me.
'I agree he shouldn't have said it, we've talked about it.' That isn't going to turn things around, is it? 'We should make some sort story out of it.' Confused I look at her. A story?
'What for story?' Sophia asks for me.
'Just that Lewis invited her, they had fun and that she indeed kissed Lewis, but that is-' she stops talking as I stand up angry. The chair falling behind me. I kissed Lewis? Is that what he made out of it? I just said HE kissed me.
'Sorry I can't.' I leave the small room. This weekend started so good. It was perfect. 'This is all fucking bullshit,' I say softly, shaking my head as I take the stairs down. I need to have a quite place, to clear my head. I'm not worried about what Soof is going to say. She knows me and she knows what's best for me. I trust her. There are still cameras here. Why? It's not that late yet and there are still allot people walking around the paddock. I take the tangled up earbuds out of my pocket. Why? With anger I untangle them. I really should get AirPods. Why would he say that? Does he like me or something? He better not.

Someone sits down next to me. I don't have the energy to look up, but I know it's Sophia, she asked me where I was. She removes my earbud. 'You wanna know what we arranged?' I rest my head against the outside of the energy station and look at her. My butt is wet from the ground, but it isn't raining anymore.
'Did you told them I wasn't the one who kissed him?' She nods.
'I did. Tomorrow you're both gonna post the message I'm gonna send you. I think you'll agree with it.' Ok. 'He's going to apologize to you, I don't know when. After this try to forget about it alright? Focus on you and your real man.' I smile. I need to see his smile, I know that is going to make me a happy woman again.

A knock on my hotel door. Who's that? Quickly I fold the t-shirt and place it on the bed. Packing my suitcase a little, once again it's a big mess here. I open the door. Lewis. 'Can I come in?' Can he? Hesitating I make room for him to come in. As I close the door Lewis takes a seat on the end of the bed. I lean against the wall, looking at him, waiting for him to start. 'I wanna apologize for the things I've said. Me telling you kissed me, saying it wasn't me and all the other stuff. I kissed you, I'm sorry. I don't know why I did it, it was a mistake.' I don't say anything but just look at him. I can tell he does mean it. Good. 'Sofia told me what happened to you.' I raise my eyebrows. She did? She didn't told me that. 'I'm sorry, I can only imagine how awful it must be for you. And she also said it wasn't something you wanna talk about so I'll keep my mouth shut, I promise.' I still don't say anything. 'I truly mean everything I've said, please for give me.' He looks a little hopeless. He should be. Not that it's all about me, but he shouldn't have done it the way he did.
'Okay. I'll forgive you. But why did you kiss me?' I'm still leaning against the wall.
'You're pretty. I had some drinks, I don't know.' He shrugs, not really knowing himself. I push myself off the wall. I open my arms.
'Come here.' He softly smiles while getting up and wrapping his arms around me.
'We're good?' We let go.
'We're good. For now. But you're going to do allot more than an apology if you're ever going to do shit like that again.' He smiles.
'Okay. But I won't.' We'll see.

***

'So we're going to play a game of who'd you rather. You are single right?' I nod smiling. Lying, but I guess not cause Dan and I are only dating.
'You're looking for a relationship?' I wiggle my head.
'Not really. My career is priority right now, but I wouldn't mind.' It's so weird talking like I'm not in love. But I know it's for the best.
'Are you dating?'
'A little now and then.' Ellen nods.
'Okay lets start. Rihanna or Harry Styles.' I love them both. I'm a big One direction fan. And Rihanna is just fucking amazing.
'I'm gonna go for Riri.'
'Rihanna or Shawn Mendes.' I bite my lip. This is already hard.
'Shawn, I love Shawn, he's such a cutie.' She nods.
'I love Shawn too. Shawn or Drake.'
'Shawn.'
'Shawn or Beyoncé.' Queen.
'Sorry Shawn, but queen Bey.' Not that I'm expecting Shawn to watch this. But alright.
'Beyoncé or JB?' Easy.
'Beyoncé.' Love Justin's music though.
'OK. Beyoncé or Michael B. Jordan.' No. I know she or they saw my insta story. Filming Michael in his abs in Black Panther. Watched the move on the way to here, he's so fucking sexy.
'Both.' She shakes her head.
'No you can only pick one,' I look at the bigger screen behind me.
'MBJ,' I say still a little hesitating. It's only a game Guusje. It's only a game.
'Michael B. Jordan or Lewis Hamilton.'
'Michael!' I say quickly. I shake my head smiling, of course he had to get in there. Lewis and I are good again and that's fine by me. A bell goes three times. Was that it?
'Michael B. Jordan it is.'
'Call me Michael.' I wouldn't mind, but Daniel is a still a little more handsome. My eyes widen as I jump up from something next to me popping up. 'Goddammit!' I curse in Dutch. Resting my hand on my heart that's beating fast. Ellen laughs. My smile grows when I see who it was. A muscular man standing next to the chair. No! 'Hi,' softly comes out of my mouth.
'Hi.' His smile is just as perfect as Daniel's. Sorry Dan.
'You were late.'
'Sorry.' He "steps" out of the table he just popped up from. I stand up and walk over to him, hugging him.
'Lets watch that back.'
'That face.' Embarrassed I look at the replay. 'I'll let you go now,' I say when my arms are still around Michael. 'I've had so many great surprises this month.' I sit back down in the chair.
'I have another one.' I look up at Michael who's sitting on the arm rest.
'You hit 2 million followers on insta.' I smile.
'That's amazing.' Two million people following me, that's weird. Like two races ago I just hit one million now already two it's growing so fast.

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