Fight

P. Fourty two

LUNA
'Oh look at you, sexy!' Daniel did his best on his outfit, I can tell. Finally I'm seeing him again. We both have a big smile on our face. I missed him, I don't mind spending a week with him here in Perth. Do some fun activities, meeting his friends, his sister, who I haven't met yet. I'm glad Daniel didn't picked me up at airport because there were some fans asking for pictures, which I definitely didn't mind. Hopefully it's not too obvious, arriving in Daniels home town. Without worrying that other will see us I can finally kiss him after a long while. Our arms wrap around each other, a long old tight hug before our lips meet.

'I love you so much.' Daniel is laying on top of me, not putting all his weight on my body, but he is still heavy.
While moving my hand through his curls I speak, 'I love you too.' He is the perfect man. He is the man I wanna spent the rest of my life with. Grown old, have children, for fill our dreams together.
He kisses me down my neck, to my chest. Then he looks up. 'I have a date planned for tomorrow.' Luckily it's tomorrow, because I'm exhausted from the 21 hour flight. The time difference definitely not helping.
'What kind of date?'
Daniel gets up and puts on some clothes. 'Guess you just have to wait.' I roll my eyes, covering myself up underneath the sheets.
'Just tell me one thing.' He turns to me. '--It's not diner, it's gonna be a lot of fun.' I'll let him surprise me, I don't really have to know what we're gonna do. 'Can you wake me in a couple of hours?' My rest on the flight sucked, I actually was kinda hyper and I couldn't fall asleep. If I was home at the time I would've been dancing around.
'Sure.' He leaves the room.

'Babe wake up.' A kiss on my head. But I was having such a nice sleep. Softly I mumble, what leaves him chuckling. My eyes are still closed. 'My sister invited us for diner, we're leaving in two hours.' Two hours, that's still pretty long. He starts shaking me, pushing his weight on my arm.
I don't like what he's doing. 'Daniel,' irritated I moan. Why is he being so annoying? 'I'm awake!' I wrap my arm around his neck, pulling him closer. Daniel laughing close to my ear. 'I hate you,' I say still so tired.
'No you don't.' He quickly kisses me before leaving the room.

My smile grows when I see the date Daniel has planned. I already love it. It's early in the morning, not too warm yet even though it's hot. 'What do you think?' He asks while parking the car.
'Love it.' I smile. We're gonna have so much fun in the buggies. Sitting in the car last week made me wanna race again, have the adrenaline pumping through my blood. I miss it, even though I love some time to travel and do some sightseeing, without working. I get out of the car. He wraps his arm around me. It's weird having his arm around me in public, we've never really done it; because we can't. Well we can, but we don't want people to know. Even though I'm pretty curious for people's reactions. In my opinion we've been hiding it good. Seeing Michelle her son yesterday made me wanna have a baby too, I have periods I really want kinds. I mean how can you not when you look at them, or those adorable little clothes.

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Breath taking I look at the amazing view. Sebastian and I went for a run, up into the mountains. I'm glad we did. He invited me for the weekend, we've become really close; something I never expected to happen. 'This is beautiful.' I take some photos.
'It is.' I get why he takes this route to run. We take some selfies. Gotta document this, about that though, I'm starting a series on YouTube. Little chapters of my live; pre season, during the season, training stuff like that. Fans get to decide what they wanna see of me. Sponsored by Sony, who I signed a sponsor deal with for at least this season. The thing I love the most is that Amaya and Ava are filming it, able to have my besties around all the time. Surrounded by people I know makes me comfortable and will show the real me. It's nothing like the Netflix documentary. Not that I'm the first driver to do so, yet I'm very excited. Think mine will be a little more personal than the guys who do it.

'Can I tell you something person?' We're still having a break. We've been having some good conversations, a little about everything, our lives, our futures, work. He nods.
'Always.' We're speaking English, because I still can't speak German, neither can he speak Dutch. And he is still struggling with his Italian sometimes. English just seeming right for the both of us.
'Something that happened three years ago made me scared of man.' Sebastian frowns but doesn't say anything. 'I dunno, just the thing that woman are most scared of. Alone in the dark.' Not sure if he knows yet, but I'm guessing. He stays quiet, probably not so sure what to say. I don't even know why I told him, maybe because he helped me. He knows now, even before Charles, I don't know why I can't tell him.
'I'm sorry, I was not expecting to hear that,' he softly says. 'I'm glad I spoke up to the man touching you.' Softly smiling I thinking back. That was very sweet of him to do. 'You're still scared?'
I shrug. 'It variates. One day I'm more scared than the other, sometimes I even get scared when Charlie wraps his arm around me.' I see Seb thinking.
'Maybe -definitely- too much information for me, but have you like done it ever since?' I start to smile. I feel like I'm having a conversation with my dad.
'I have. I'm in a relationship, with the sweetest and funniest man ever.' Missing my baby already. One week just the two of us did us really good, but it was way too short. Figured out we could be together for longer than a day, which is awesome.
'Who?' He asks a little curious. So he didn't figured out yet? Good. '--The man who you've been guessing.' His eyes slightly widen as he starts to smile. 'Daniel?' I nod. He starts to shake his head. 'No, I don't believe you.' This really confirms we've been hiding it good.
'It's true, 6 months now.' We had our six month anniversary in January.
'6 months?' He asks surprised. 'You two are unbelievable.' I love this so much. 'You lied to me.'
I nod smiling. 'I had to. But you can't tell anyone, we're keeping it a secret for as long as possible.'
Sebastian nods. 'Of course. I legit was joking when I told you Daniel was looking at you, but I guess he was.' Smiling I look away, at the beautiful view. 'Good for you two.' He wraps his arm around me. 'Can I give you two some advise?' I nod. Yes please. He has been keeping his family away from the sport which I'm amazed by. I definitely respect that, of course with Daniel and I it will be different, because we're both in the sport. Sebs family is amazing though, his daughters are so sweet, and Hannah she's amazing. 'Like you said keep it private. It's amazing. Of course it will change once you get married and have children, but you've been doing great with keeping it private. You're both not getting judged by anyone, that will happen once it's out. And that thing that Lewis said with being soft your partner, that definitely isn't happening between you two, keep that going.' I smile.