Different

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  I woke up laying on Billy's chest. His chest steadily moved up and down. I breathed in deeply. It felt good to be back in his arms. I smiled to myself. I didn't wake him up I just watched him peacefully dream. His blonde hair tickled my face. It hit my nose and made me sneeze. As I sneezed Billy woke up with a jump.
"Sorry, you need a hair cut." I said giggling. He smiled and groaned.
"Mmm maybe." He said in a groggy deep voice. I smiled. I didn't want to get up.
"How'd you sleep?" Billy asked.
"Much better next to you." I winked. He chuckled. He sat up and I continued to lay on his bare chest. I truly didn't want to move.
"Do you have to go home?" I asked tracing circles on his abs. He shrugged.
"I don't have to." He said. I slightly smiled then thought.
"But what will your dad say? He'll give you so much shit." I said sitting up. He cupped my cheek.
"Listen Dani, I don't care what my dad does to me. You're more important then that." Billy said starring into my eyes. I sadly looked into his.
"I don't want you're get hurt because of me." I said running my fingers through his hair. He smiled.
"Dani I don't care. It doesn't even hurt." He said resting his hands on my hips. I curled a piece of his hair. I thought for a second.
"No I think you should at least go home for a little while. Of course I want you here but I don't want you to get hurt." I said sadly. He nodded.
"Can I come back later?" He asked.
"Of course. If you're allowed." I said smiling. He smiled and winked.
He kissed me and then we both got up. Billy grabbed his jeans and his shirt, I stayed in my pajamas. I brushed my teeth and waited for Billy to be ready to leave. Once he was ready I gave him a pouty face and kissed him again.
"Hey your the one telling me to leave." He laughed. I rolled my eyes.
"I know. Just go." I said playfully pushing him.
He stepped outside and blew me a kiss before getting in his car. I watched him back out of my drive way and speed down the street. I smiled as I watched him leave and retreated back into my house.
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I sat in my living room watching the Christmas movies playing on television. I sat wrapped in a blanket and fresh pajamas. There was a sudden knock on my door. I stood up still wrapped in my blanket. I cracked the door open to peak and see who it was. As soon as I saw Billy's face I opened the door fully. I smiled at him. He stepped into the light and I saw his face was covered with bruises and blood. I gasped and covered my mouth. I quickly pulled him into my house.
"Billy what happened? Your freezing." I said taking his hands.
He hadn't looked me in the eyes yet. I lightly touched his cheek to make him face me. He looked into my eyes and quickly attached his mouth to mine. I was slightly shocked but then gave into it. He slammed me against the wall next to us. He put my arms over my head and he ran his hands around my sides. He grabbed my legs making me jump and never broke the kiss as he walked me to my room. He threw me on my bed. I gasped for a moment. He kneeled in front of me. I waited for a moment, then I heard soft whimpers. I looked up to find Billy kneeling on the floor in front of me crying.
"Billy? What's wrong?" I said getting on the floor next to him.
"I fucking hate him." Billy cried.
I wrapped my arms around his shaking body. He gave in and hugged me back. I stroked his hair and soothed him. I held him until he was done crying. Once he was done he looked up to me. I softly smiled and took his hand. I stood up and walked with Billy, hand in hand, to the bathroom. I got the first aid kit out and took care of Billy's wounds. He lifted me so I was sat on the counter. He stood between my legs and starred at me while I focused on helping him.
"God I love you." Billy sighed out. I froze.