Different

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     We were sat in his car panting. I had no idea wear all my clothes were but I just knew they weren't on me. Billy played with my hair as I laid on his chest. I took a deep breath and sat up.
   "When do you have to go back?" I asked. Billy leaned over slightly and looked and the clock.
"Around 12." He said sadly and I frowned.
"Aw it's okay we can hang out later." He smiled and I sadly smiled back.
   I got off of his lap and searched the car for my clothes. I found all of my components and put them back on. Billy pulled his clothes back on as well. I smiled at him and he smiled to me. He then proceeded to reverse out of the spot in the woods we were in. He drove me back to my house. When we got there I pouted.
   "Don't be like that you'll be fine." He said rustling my hair. I rolled my eyes and kissed his lips. He grabbed the back of my head deepening it. I chuckled and got out of the car.
  "I love you!" He called after me.
"Love you too!" I replied going into my house.
I shut my door behind me and looked around. I took my snow boots off and went into the kitchen for some food. After eating I sat in the living room and watched a Christmas cartoon.
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After being alone for a while I decided to call Steve.
  "Hey Stevie!" I said into the phone smiling.
"H-Hey Dani!" He sounded excited.
    "So what are you doing right now? Wanna hang out?" I questioned.
"Oh yeah sure!" Steve said. He said he'd be over in 15 minutes.
I sat on the couch until I heard a knock on my door. I walked to the door wrapped in my blanket. Steve stood outside with a bag of Chinese food. I smiled at him and pulled him inside by his shirt. He laughed and put the food on the table. I got two forks and we went and sat on the living room floor in front of my couch.
"So what'd you have to do earlier?" Steve asked as he searched his container for broccoli. I thought for a second. Should I tell him I was with Billy?
"I Uh went out to see someone to wish them a merry Christmas." I said slowly. I technically wasn't lying. Steve nodded.
"Who?" He pressed on.
"Billy Hargrove." I said quietly. Steve put down his fork and looked at me.
"What? Why?" He said annoyed.
"Because he wanted to see me." I said not looking at Steve.
"Dani, are you two a thing?" Steve questioned. His voice sounded sad.
"I don't know." I said. Steve turned to me and took my hands. I looked up at him.
"Dani I just want you to know I can treat you so much better. I would never ever cheat on you. Or do anything to hurt you." Steve said slightly lifting my chin.
I looked into his sad eyes. He leaned his face in closer and kissed me suddenly. When he pulled back I turned slightly and looked out the open curtains to see snow falling to the ground. I shook my head no. I didn't want to do this.He touched my chin again. When I looked back to him his face was very close to mine. He pushed his lips into mine again. I knew this was wrong. I didn't want to hurt Billy. But we weren't technically official. Suddenly there was a hard knock at my door.