It Won't Stop

Chapter Twelve

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 Karrueche got out this week, and was getting back on her feet. I decided that Brielle should go stay the weekend with her. Chris is against it but it’s Brielle’s mother. Brielle walked down to the stairs with her bookbag. There was a knock on the door. I walked over to the door. I opened the door to see Karrueche.

 ‘’Hi Karrueche.’’ I greeted. She waved, smiling.

 ‘’Hey mama.’’ Brielle said, hugging her. They waved goodbye as they walked out to Karrueche’s Benz. I closed the door, walking into the living room. I sat down, looking at the TV. Either the kids were at a friend’s house for the weekend or they were with their aunt’s for the weekend. Chris walked downstairs, looking over at me.

 ‘’Baby I’ll be at the studio.’’ He said. I nodded, turning my head toward the TV. I heard the door close. He didn’t seem like his normal self. I got up, walking into the kitchen. I grabbed a bottle of water. I sat down, drinking. I grabbed my phone. Chris is usually in the studio with Kid Ink or DJ Khaled. I dialed Kid Ink’s number.

 ‘’What’s up?’’ Kid Ink asked.

 ‘’Is Chris there?’’ I asked, playing in my hair.

 ‘’Nah, his next session isn’t till’ Tuesday.’’ He said.

 ‘’Oh ok. If he does get there, call me.’’ I said. I heard him mumble something then I hung up. I got up, walking out of the kitchen. I slipped on my pink Nike Roshe Run. I jogged out, stepping onto the sidewalk. I jogged, thinking about why Chris would lie to me. Is he out cheating again? I sat down on a bench.

 I’ve tried time and time again to make sure we were cool and stuff. It’s over this time if it’s doing wrong. I got up, walking back toward the house. I walked inside, sitting down on the bottom stair. I took out my phone, looking at Instagram. There was a picture that caught my eye. It was Chris and some girl hugging up all on each other. I screenshotted it, sending it to Chris. ‘’Who is this?’’ I texted him.

 I need to check him because I don’t care if he try to beg and plead. I’m divorcing him and I’m taking my kids with me. I began to sing, which I don’t do often. I got up, walking upstairs. I walked into the bedroom, looking out of the window. I looked out of the window, seeing Chris pull into the driveway.

 I stood there, looking at him. I’m going to have to be that crazy wife. I heard the door close, downstairs. I sat down on the bed, looking down at my phone.

 ‘’Hey baby.’’ Chris greeted, pecking my cheek. He smelt like some perfume. ‘’I’mma go take a shower then we can do whatever.’’ He said, placing his phone down. He walked into the ensuite, closing the door behind himself.  I grabbed his phone, unlocking it. I checked it, looking through everything. Tell I found what I was looking for.

 Text messages of Chris saying he was going to leave and my kids for this hoe. I got up, walking into my closet. I grabbed my luggage, packing everything into it. I’ll lie and tell him I’m going out of town to visit somebody then I’ll catch him in the act. I walked out of the closet, as he walked out of the bathroom.

 ‘’Where you going baby?’’ He asked.

 ‘’I’m going to go spend the weekend with my sisters. I’ll be back to pick all the kids up.’’ I said, walking downstairs. I walked out of the door, to the Tahoe. I got in, putting the key into the ignition. I threw my bags into the backseat. I’m not about to go to Corona when I can stay with Brittany or Heather. I decided on going to Brittany’s house. I pulled off, turning up the radio.

 I’m going to tell Brittany and Heather about this and then we’ll try to catch him in the act. I pulled into Brittany’s driveway. I got out, walking up the pathway. I knocked on the door, stepping back. Brittany opened the door with her newborn, Kyla in her arm.

 ‘’What’s up Kai? You look stressed.’’ She said, concerned.

 ‘’Chris is cheating again, I just need to check him in this act. This time I’m divorcing him.’’ I said. She let me inside. I walked into the living room, sitting down. She sat down on the loveseat.

 ‘’You know Heather and I will help you.’’ She said. I nodded, looking down. I let out a long sigh, then the tears came in. I wiped them quickly, then got up. ‘’You can stay here until we bust him.’’ She said.

 ‘’Nah, I got a house already. It’s the beach house that I was staying at before when it was just Christian, Leilani, and myself.’’ I said, getting up. She got up, hugging me tightly. I gave Kyla a peck on her forehead. I walked out of the house, back out to the Tahoe. I got in, putting the key into the ignition. I backed out, pulling off. After everything Chris and I have been through, he’s cheating.

 I’m not going to stress over it because this weekend the truth will flow forward and changes will be made. I care about my kids but being in the marriage and getting cheated on I can’t and won’t do anymore. Chris is just gonna keep doing it, but he isn’t going to continuing to do it to me.

 I’ve been nothing but faithful to him but there was this one time, that I did cheat on him. It was at the beginning of our marriage but I haven’t thought nothing about it.

What do you think? Do you think Kai is just talkin’ or she really gotta do it? Leave a comment, vote, follow, and leave feedback.-Daniella