thing is
you touched this thing
deep down
in me.
that
has
not
happened
since
him.
And you are kind
you are wonderful
and you are so not what i looked for before
which makes all of it so much harder.
you are so different
everythings screaming that it isn't possible
it isn't possible
i don't know why i hold my arms open for the unreachable all of the time
but only you and me without everything around us
would be possible.
only an imagination.
