i believe
that this isolation is going to be helpful
To find my way
even though i can slightly see how toxic some people who were in my life
really are
and how i can work on myself to get rid of them
no emotional attachment anymore
only sexual
we only want the fire
around and in us
and i'm going to block the fucking negativity because i only want to step further
and evolve
and impress
myself.
Boy you know what
i' m gonna do every fucking thing to become more honest
and to be more direct
to say what i fucking think
and say what i fucking want
and say what i fucking FEEL.
It's just all in my head right now and maybe i should just write or write letters or go for even more long walks and pick daisies or idfk
I am a mess and sometimes i feel like i am great we don't know
